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This seems like a good thing to do. Pinned things will go in the OP:

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Publication featuring HaXXspetten's TLR:D review, pages 92 - 100
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Attempting to link ecchi to comedy in terms of viewer approach/Theory over the sliding scale and the 3 umbrella archetypes that one could approach the genre with:

Manaban said:
The thing about discussing ecchi and forming opinions on it is that, overall, it isn't entirely removed from approaching comedy the same way. They're both really dependent on the viewer, moreso than most other forms of entertainment that anime delves into. And just as people have different types of humor, people have different things they find sexually appealing. Something somebody finds sexy and only adds to the show can be something somebody else finds to be obstructive, and I consider neither to be wrong for feeling such a way. Some people can like certain types of humor and dislike others and others can like certain ways of sexualizing characters and dislike others.

Like comedy, though, just because it's more subjective than other types of series doesn't mean that it's impossible to be talked about, dammit, and I'm kind of annoyed with how the bulk of people discussing against ecchi on the past couple of pages are falling back on "it's just my opinion" as a defense for it. When I say I like it, you can ask me as many questions as you goddamn well please because I recognize that just because something is my opinion doesn't mean that it's special and that I'm absolved from having it challenged or discussed. I don't know why this seems to be such a common argument in these types of threads, since I remember this happening in almost every other thread I've seen of this nature since I started being a more active member of AD, which, while they definitely aren't as numerous as they were when I was still kind of only dipping my feet, there's a sort of consistency to it all the same.

It feels like so often, people want to shit on subjectivity as a means of defending an opinion on this so, but only when the person using it as a defense is expressing an opinion differing from their own point of view. In cases like this, it's fine to completely plug your ears to any discussion or dissenting opinions for some reason ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Perversion also plays a role in it - I feel like there's usually 3 types of people when it comes to this topic, which are umbrella archetypes to define a broader range of positions on a sliding scale moreso than just outright only 3 types of viewers, for clarification's sake.

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1. There are people like me, who are almost always happy to see things they find sexy whether or not they're even particularly in that kind of mood. I'll watch ecchi when I'm not even feeling promiscuous - I frequently will go fap and then come back and watch something that banks on sex appeal, even though I'm very flaccid since I just got done running up the palm tree. I've got no issue with it, and enjoy it all the same even, I assume because I'm just kind of a pervert at my core, and that I usually don't fap to ecchi itself anyway, albeit the characters and situations and what's shown are free range to let my imagination take the reigns :P These people I consider to be totally fine, obviously, so long as they don't act like overbearing dickheads about it.

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2. Then there are people who aren't prudes, and like sexy things, but aren't necessarily always in the mood for it and so whenever they're not watching something for as much and then get bombarded with it, they'll be put-off by it - either that, or they just don't look to anime whenever they're in the mood for looking at these types of things in general.

Whether or not I consider them reasonable in that case would be reliant on context - if they used such a complaint with a series that was blatantly ecchi and mostly relied on sexualization (which it does happen from time to time) then I would think they're still being unreasonable, as I always would with people who would complain about ecchi in an ecchi series. It's like complaining about giant mechs existing within a mecha series, and I see no reason to offer their failure to make use of common sense in relation to their expectations respect.

In the case of fanservice appearing in things that are non-ecchi, though, and being put off by as much with this type of mindset, then I find it totally fair game.

I feel like the majority of people belong to this sort of second type, based on what I've gathered during my time on AD so far.

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3. Then there's prudish people who don't usually enjoy sexualization as a means of entertainment regardless. This is more difficult for me to approach because I do consider an outright aversion to lewdness and sexualization to this extent to be prudish and so I consider these people such - but with that in mind, it's fine by me that they are like such - unless they're kind of cunt-ish and overbearing about it, obviously. I feel a need to defend my use of the word here, because it's in no way diminutive, even though offense will usually be taken to using it.

Being a prude is just lying on the opposite of side of the spectrum from people like myself when it comes to how entertainment is derived from sexualization, and as such I would want to protect people's right to have that approach so long as they don't act like overbearing dickheads about it, aka it's no different than my views on the first one, it just lies on the opposite side of things. Hell, I have friends I consider to be prudes on this site, yet I like and even respect some of them all of the same. I'm having to walk on eggshells because people tend to react negatively to being called a prude, even though there's nothing wrong with it, and when I use it at least, I don't mean it as an insult. And simply not liking ecchi doesn't make somebody a prude either, anyway, even though I am aware that there are people who will insinuate as much and I dislike that myself.

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Whether I find the second type of person I described fine or dumb is heavily depending on what the context is of how they're saying that, basically. The first and third are more or less always fine to me, so long as they don't get overbearing with others about it. When that treshhold is crossed, it stops being fine. That's more or less my views on the three main ways people seem to approach this type of content.

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So it's just a case by case basis, really. Depends on how much somebody enjoys sexualization as a means of entertainment, as well as what they find sexy. It's nothing more than that, for anybody, be it those who complain about it or those who do not.

There's an argument about it being reliant on execution (how it works within the series, basically) that I see brought up very often, but the greatest issue I take with that is that the type of pushing people do on how to handle with that argument would just be trying to make it more statiable to them, under the guise of it working as a criticism - so really, it's still just a complaint when it's used like this and nothing more. If they feel that way then fine, but I'm not going to roll with it just because they're discussing it as a means of execution and not preference. And preference is inherent to any argument where the foundation of it is something along the lines of "I don't want it to be this way, I want it to be this way instead!" which is all this idea really is whenever you whittle it down and think about it just a bit.

But I myself am specifically opposed to this because of my own stake in the genre rather than a disrespect for them feeling such a way - more often than not, applying these complaints are things that would actively devalue many areas of ecchi that makes me like it. I think many others like me would feel this way, and that's sort of why "creative intent" can be brought up as a counter-argument in these cases so often. If I want to watch something reliant on narrative or not-sexual entertainment, then I (usually) wouldn't watch an ecchi. I don't see where it'd be better to bend to these complaints for me as a viewer, only worse, hence why I'm not going to be buying into this often-reiterated idea of execution anytime soon.

That, and "execution" and "how it works within the narrative/series" are such vague concepts that they could mean fucking anything you want them to, so it's difficult to even be wrong when making that type of argument :V

But basically, if you're somebody who makes these types of argument, you can keep your ideas away from me because I'm not going to be sold on it as a fan of this type of content anytime soon. When I want to offer ideas on how to improve these types of shows on a broader scale, I'm going to keep pushing for more overtly lewd ecchi as opposed to some of the more prudish and reserved stuff that comes out (as an aside, I find it incredibly funny that I saw so many people say that Eromanga-sensei went overboard in this aspect, since I found it far too prudish and reserved about itself by and large), and pushing for the continued reliance on appealing character designs and sexy situations with a smaller (yet still existent) emphasis on more traditional standards like character development/personalities of the characters, and not really giving much of a fuck about how the ecchi works within the world and the narrative or whatever. It's not that I have no standards - but that our standards over what makes these types of shows are different, and as such, we can't really discuss them properly when we're not even agreeing on what's being defined as "good" or "bad" here.

But the main point being that it's not really something that can be objectively quantified in the sense that many want to do so, even less so than most other types of anime, and I don't know why so many wish to treat it as such. Like comedy, people can try to whittle it down to timing or whatever as much as they like, but whether or not it serves its purpose and is found to be funny/sexy is much more reliant on who's watching it. If this can be accepted as being the case with comedy, I see no reason why ecchi shouldn't fall into that group as well.
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Aug 3, 2017 3:44 PM
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Disorganized thoughts/notes on troubles involving adapting LNs. Mold into a legitimate point on adapting LNs in the future.

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Use of introspective protagonists failing to translate well into a less tell-y more show-y medium resulting in severe loss of characterization in some cases. Draw attention to Tatsuya as a primary example and explain aspects of his characterization lost during the transition from LN to anime. Explain perceived difficulties in adapting a heavily introspective character in a non-intrusive way. Note attempts made in Mahouka's anime adaptation, sift back through anime for examples. Note Kirito as a counter-example of use of introspective characters in LNs for the sake of clarification. Look into Ookami for further insight, noted potential example in Craft Lawrence.

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Draw attention to the extensive amount of worldbuilding that is a major aspect of many LN series and the difficulties in adapting that in a way that would be more than extensive information dumping. Main examples Mahouka/Asterisk/Psycome. Consider various possibilities in to how this could be approached in an anime adaptation.

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Take note of perceived relative ease of adapting an already visual heavy medium such as manga into a far less visually-oriented format such of LNs in regards to visual issues and similar framing. Further explanation/research warranted.
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Aug 3, 2017 3:48 PM
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Potential Koi Kaze review. Needs refinement. Re-read to pinpoint issues/shortcomings. Was stored in notes section for a long time. Possible rewatch in order. Work on articulation/presentation/word choice/repetition in certain areas. Look into positive reviews for potential counter-arguments.

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I don't get Koi Kaze. More specifically, I don't get the praise behind Koi Kaze. I mean, maybe I'm just not sophisticated enough in my love for the most sacred form of sibling bonding to be able to fully grasp exactly what it is about this series that leads people praising it as a realistic depiction of a scenario that, quite frankly, I'm pretty sure they've never experienced before in any way shape or form aside from...well, watching Koi Kaze. Maybe I've been tainted with the more idealistic incestuous relationships that I've come to love like the Shiba siblings or the Kousaka siblings and just can't see the realism inherent to the way Koi Kaze approaches a social taboo, or how it does the subject an ill-defined sense of justice not seen in how the topic has been approached elsewhere. Maybe I'm just too stupid to be able to recognize the delicate touch Koi Kaze has in approaching one of society's biggest taboos, and the complex beauty found within interactions like watching a 27 year old man fart in front of his 15 year old sister while he lays down on the floor in front of the TV.

After trying to think about the appeal of Koi Kaze, I feel like it's rooted in the taboo of the central incestuous relationship - that the viewer will be dangling on something forbidden, living on the edge, so to speak. Something that's frightening and nerve-wracking to watch because of the social taboo, and the dangerous concoction of watching the lead male come to cope with the feelings that he's feeling something dirty and will be thought of as creepy for it, yet not wanting to back down to these feelings in spite of how it'd be viewed. I only say lead male because Nanoka doesn't seem to give a shit about any of that, quite frankly. She just has intimate feelings towards her big bro and the majority of screentime is delegated to Koshiro coming to terms and trying to deal with these feelings.

Koshiro is a manchild, though. A giant manchild. And I mean he is a very realistic depiction of a manchild, if that's what you're looking for - he will constantly get angry and demeaning and rude at his sister because of his own inability to cope with his scandalous feelings. He is very controlling and overbearing with those who he cares about, acting as if he owns them and that they have no right to talk to somebody else. Koshiro goes down the checklist of standard shitty boyfriend things, really. In essence, in most other series, Koshiro would be the bad guy that the protagonist would be trying to save Nanoka from.

Which I guess is a major point of "realism" - Koshiro is, really, just a creep.

A totally unlikable creep who will be exceedingly quick to take his anger and personal issues out on those around them without an iota of hesitation. It barely builds up with him - it's just "something happens," "release anger on my sister." "Something happens." "Get mad at my sister." That's not coping or struggling, that's just immediately getting fucked off and taking it out on somebody in your vicinity. That is childish. That is detestable. Koshiro is, quite frankly, a piece of shit, and why he's a piece of shit is entirely unrelated to his feelings towards his younger sibling. He'll smell his sister's panties, he'll get mad at her for talking to guys and generally display no trust. He'll be lazy and he'll be dogshit at interacting with his colleagues, too.

"Koshiro is a realistic depiction of a character with incestuous feelings because he's a complete and total creep in more aspects than just possessing these feelings."

I'm sure people would point to the emotional struggle and how he attempts to cope with these feelings as a counter-example as to why he's realistic, but what struggle is there in coping with the subject matter of Koi Kaze, really? A struggle would usually indicate that some sort of challenge is being had and difficulty is being made to cope with it, but when the character is so poor at handling his emotions that the most minor things causes him to throw a fit on a near-episodic basis, then that's not struggling. That's just being unable to struggle to begin with, and completely giving in because of the lack of ability to even attempt to try to cope brought on back a lack of emotional intelligence. He's a manchild and a creep dealing with what's ostensibly being treated as a by product of him being a manchild and a creep, which I'll expand on more later in this review.

But away from Koshiro - whenever she's a central figure, Nanoka herself really feels like a proto-Miyuki to me and I don't really get how exactly she's supposed realistic in any way. I mean, she's not particularly different than other imouto in her personality as a character - she'll say "onii-chan" a whole lot, she'll deal with her brother's total emotional instability for the most part with complete and utter devotion, she tells all her friends about how great he is and is joked about as being a brocon even.

Now, I find Miyuki to be infinitely more sweet and lovable in her devotion. I've got a picture of Miyuki in an apron with a serving plate in my kitchen even, and I will always keep her somewhere in my favorites list. Nanoka will not be in my favorites list anytime soon, and I don't want to drawn that comparison favorably because I really like Miyuki. Immediately people are going to dismiss my assessment of her character because I'm saying "



And this is kind of what gets me about the "realism" of it, because the way he does so reminds me of a schoolchild trying to act tough more than somebody who's emotionally distraught. I don't get how we're working with realism when the lead male is portrayed as very emotionally unintelligent and can't cope with basic feelings, let alone complex ones.


I mean, hey, if you think Koi Kaze is a realistic take on an incestuous romance and you've been in an incestuous relationship before, then please, by all means, shoot me a message and explain exactly what you felt Koi Kaze does right. I unironically support incestuous relationships in the real world and I won't judge you for it, so come on out and talk with me - I'd think it's awesome, if anything. As it stands, I don't see much reason to believe that this isn't just about a guy who wants to fuck his sister and just lacks the emotional intelligence of the average 27 year old male when it comes to coping with said feelings somehow.

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ManabanAug 3, 2017 4:05 PM

Aug 3, 2017 3:54 PM
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Potential Tsugumomo review. Lost data due to my own deletion of submitted review without any backups stored. Re-write from ground up. Place stronger emphasis on the characterization in the series in comparison to previous attempt. Note sections 2 and 4 of HaXXspetten's TLR:D review when covering ecchi aspects. Look into source material for potential cut ecchi scenes in earlier episodes.
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ManabanAug 3, 2017 3:57 PM

Aug 5, 2017 12:35 PM
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For potential future reference in regards to approaching people who desire more "western friendly" (that's the best way I could describe it at least) anime :

Pullman said:
Manaban said:
but if you want a medium more targeted at a western audience, why not consume media that already is targeted at a western audience to begin with?


The difference between actual western media and anime with western influences is that the latter is still anime, still 'eastern' and that kind of hybrid nature makes it enjoyable in a particular way. Just like anime-influenced western cartoons have a certain appeal because of the mix of cultures and techniques and styles. At least that's how I see it. Cultural crossovers like this have a distinctly different appeal compared to simply western media. Cowboy Bebop or Avatar TLA would not be possible without influences from both spheres coming together and both happen to be among my favorites so if there's a chance of more shows following in their vain thanks to Netflix, I wouldn't be unhappy about it.

And in terms of 'westernizing' the medium, I don't think that's even up for debate. When people look forward to Netflix potentially financing more western-influenced anime it doesn't mean people want the whole medium to get westernized. They would just enjoy a couple of more shows like that. No need to over-interpret their statements as wanting to change the whole medium and everything in it. Some might enjoy that, but I think the vast majority does not imply that.

And (for the alarmists in this thread) considering that Netflix does its own thing, it's not gonna really affect what the japanese air on their TV channels I don't think. Netflix isn't gonna spend money 'instead' of existing japanese production companies, just on top of it. The TV airing slots for anime will still be filled as usual. There's just also gonna be a few Netflix exclusives each season for the people who are interested. I don't see much of a downside.


Clebardman said:
Manaban said:
Like, my intent behind asking this isn't to be belittling but out of geniune curiousity, so I apologize if it comes across that way - but if you're somebody who wants a medium more targeted at a western audience, why not consume media that already is targeted at a western audience to begin with?

I love animated drawings (not CGI) and I love cartoons aimed at adults. You can see why I'm consuming anime without caring much about the jap aspect of the thing.


Maneki-Mew said:

Manaban said:
but if you want a medium more targeted at a western audience, why not consume media that already is targeted at a western audience to begin with?

Because of the art and story telling / characterization style. I mean, anime have more indiviual characteristics than just moe, loli and harem. For example facial expressions and of course, the main reason for me to watch way more anime than western cartoons, which look like western cartoons, is the art style. I really prefer it, even if you can't generalize all styles and most artists have some individuals things, over the "typical western styles". But tbh, I like a mixture between the typical anime and the typical western style most, just not the extreme on the one or other side.
Oh.. and I prefer the black and white art of manga over the "everything is in color"-art of comics.
ManabanAug 5, 2017 1:51 PM

Aug 8, 2017 3:28 PM
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1/8 scale Shiba Miyuki w/limited castoff (Broccoli/M.I.C.)




limited castoff



Bleeehh

I want it so bad but it's so fucking expensive, I can't find it anywhere for a decent price, the lowest I can find it for is 297 euro and the highest is 410 euro. It's not particularly easy to find either, but goddamn, I'd kill to find a place where it'd be lowered to 150 or so.

It'd still just be window shopping because I still can't afford that, but eh ._.

Maybe I can get this sooner than that figure, which still costs 26 euro (for a keychain) but it's so goddamn cute <3


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Aug 17, 2017 11:04 AM
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1/2.5 Scale Griffon Kirino Kousaka Cat Ear Swimsuit Ver. Soft Breast Edition





Costs around 550 Euro but for fuck's sake if I had the money and it was in stock I would instantly give it up

I want ._. It's a rarity to see stuff like this and why the fuck do I have to be poor

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ECCHIQUEST




I plan on embarking on a bit of a journey to sample and hopefully complete every significant ecchi anime, and maybe one day get everything in the database on my list. This is a more specialized list for what I'm dubbing the "EcchiQuest" to keep track of every ecchi anime I have watched for the purpose of keeping track of ecchi anime specifically, hopefully eventually reaching a point (years from now) where the only ecchi anime I have not seen are the ones being released.

As of 22.8.2017, these are all of the 100 tagged ecchi anime with the most members on MAL. This is the starting 100, including what I've already completed. I will move on to the next group of hundred whenever I finished this one (including the ones that may have worked their way onto the first page, sans anything that particularly catches my interest otherwise, which will be added when needed.) I will be allowing drops - no point in forcing myself to sit through something I don't want to watch. My normal drop policy is in place, with the exception of time-related drops, where I drop things after going a long time without watching it at all.

- this means a completed series
- this means a dropped series



EDIT 1: Infinite Stratos recently received the ecchi tag. Added S1 and S2 - none of the OVAs have the tag.

EDIT 2: Added a few extra series to the quest, both from page 2 as well as everything that had made it on to page 1 as of 27.9.2017. Removed ratings beside names.

No Game No Life
High School of the Dead
Kill la Kill
High School DxD
Shokugeki no Souma
Nanatsu no Taizai
Zero no Tsukaima
Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai
Kore wa Zombie Desu ka?
Rosario to Vampire
High School DxD New
Prison School
IS: Infinite Stratos
Chobits
Shokugeki no Souma: Ni no Sara
Strike the Blood
To LOVE-Ru
Trinity Seven
Zero no Tsukaima: Futatsuki no Kishi
Sankarea
Sora no Otoshimono
Rakudai Kishi no Calvary
Kiss x Sis (TV)
Shimoneta to Iu Gainen ga Sonzai Shinai Taikutsu na Sekai
High School DxD BorN
Zero no Tsukaima: Princesses no Rondo
Monster Musume no Iru Nichijou
Ichiban Ushiro no Daimaou
Rosario to Vampire Capu2
Mayo Chiki!
Shinmai Maou no Testament
Gakusen Toshi Asterisk
B-gata H-kei
Saenai Heroine no Sodatekata
Air Gear
Absolute Duo
Sekirei
Kore wa Zombie Desu Ka? Of the Dead
Yosuga no Sora: In Solitude, Where at Least We Are Alone
Zero no Tsukaima F
Dakara Boku wa, H ga Dekinai.
Netoge no Yome wa Onnanoko ja Nai to Omotta?
Hagura Yuusha no Aesthetica
Freezing
Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt (Dropped at halfway through first episode; too loud and obnoxious, headache inducing)
Campione!: Matsurowanu Kamigami to Kamigoroshi no Maou
Shuffle!
IS: Infinite Stratos 2
Love Hina
Seikon no Qwaser
Sora no Otoshimono: Forte
Kämpfer
To LOVE-Ru: Darkness
Machine-Doll wa Kizutsukanai
Highschool of the Dead: Drifters of the Dead
Motto To LOVE-Ru
Seireitsukai no Blade Dance
11eyes
Kiss x Sis
MM!
Madan no Ou to Vanadis
Keijo!!!!!!!!
Maji de Watashi ni Koi Shinasai!
Yuusha ni Narenakatta Ore wa Shibushibu Shuushoku wo Ketsui Shimashita.
Kanokon
Gakusen Toshi Asterisk 2nd Season
Omamori Himari
Oniichan dakedo Ai sae Areba Kankeinai yo ne!
Golden Boy
Mangaka-san to Assistant-san to The Animation
Sekirei: Pure Engagement
Medaka Box
Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan
Elfen Lied Special
Saijaku Muhai no Bahamut
Taimadou Gakuen 35 Shiken Shoutai
Shinmai Maou no Testament Burst
Maken-Ki!
Asu no Yoichi!
Hundred
Nanatsu no Taizai: Seisen no Shirushi
Princess Lover
Hajimete no Gal
Okusama ga Seitokaichou!
Nazo no Kanojo X
Tenjou Tenge

Punch Line
Hyakka Ryouran: Samurai Girls
Ladies versus Butlers!
High School DxD OVA
Asobi ni Iku yo!
Fuuka
Kono Naka ni Hitori, Imouto ga Iru!
Strike Witches
Soul Eater NOT!
No Game No Life: Zero
Ore ga Ojousama Gakkou ni "Shomin Sample" Toshite Gets♥Sareta Ken
Akaneiro ni Somaru Saka
Seikoku no Dragonar
DearS
Midori no Hibi
Hoshizora e Kakaru Hashi
Rail Wars!
To LOVE-Ru Darkness 2nd
Maburaho
Oretachi ni Tsubasa wa Nai: Under the Innocent Sky.
To LOVE-Ru: Multiplication - Mae kara Ushiro kara
Kämpfer für die Liebe
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Aug 22, 2017 7:41 AM
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I'm beginning to take an interest in various theories over erotica to try and step up the level at which I can attempt to provide a better basis for the elevation of ecchi into being seen as equally legitimate source of appeal rather than simply pandering to the lowest common denominator - the starting point is going to be attempting to delve into Barry Singer's A Comparison of Evolutionary and Environmental Theories of Erotic Response over the spread of the various parts composing the theories and ideas the journal in which this was published puts forth. I'm going to have to save up money somehow, so it might take a bit, but I'm placing this as a reminder of the first place I plan to look into academic journals regarding the theory of erotica to try and see how I can better tie it to entertainment.

My endgoal by taking discussion so seriously as a whole has never really been to just take in a wider variety of perspectives in of itself, but to try and cement the idea of people like me existing and having legitimate reasons to enjoy what we like that are on par with everything else rather than just being the lowest of the low in terms of an audience that a work can appeal to. I think it's time I start trying to get more into theories and ideas to better cement my stance past the viewpoint of what somebody who's a complete and total layperson can provide.

Until I can save up the money I'd need to compensate for my lack of access towards anything relating to academia, though, I plan on studying "Toward a Theory of Sexuality and Consumption: Consumer Lovemaps" by Stephen J. Gould of Rutgers University and whatever else I can dig up on consumer research sites.

Potential other works to take note of:

Stekel, Wilhelm (1952), Sexual Aberrations: The Phenomena of Fetishism in Relation to Sex

Money, John (1984), "Paraphilias: Phenomenology and Classification," American Journal of Psychotherapy

Gould, Stephen J. (1990), "The Import of Asian Sexual Psychotechnologies into the United States: The 'New Woman' and the 'New Man' Go Tantric'," Journal of Popular Culture (in press)

Douglas, Nik and Penny Slinger (1989), Sexual Secrets: The Alchemy of Ecstasy

Roberts, Thomas R. (1989), "Multistate Education: Metacognitive Implications for the Mind-body Technologies,"



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Aug 26, 2017 5:14 AM
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TripleSRank's proposition for giving a more concrete definition to what constitutes a harem:

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The problem with the harem label is that there are no set standards that everyone agrees to. What constitutes a harem anime is too vague despite the seemingly clear-cut term.

The definition I'm going with and what I propose others adopt is a two-pronged definition in the interest of eliminating exception cases so that there are no grey areas.

The first prong I propose would be a show where the protagonist is mostly surrounded by companions/colleagues of the opposite sex that aren't substantially younger or older than said protagonist. Thus a series with a male protagonist with a male best friend and three (or more) significant female friends/colleagues would count as a harem. Since romantic interest and ecchi isn't a factor in this prong, the ratio of opposite sex to same sex friends would have to scale such that there is a clear majority of the opposite sex in a dateable age range. Taking the aforementioned example, if we give our male protag a second male best friend then we need to add two more female friends, for a third male another one or two more females, etc. such that the ratio clearly favors some sort of fantasy of having many opposite sex friends/colleagues or "possibilities" in a romantic sense.

The second prong I propose would be a show where [three or more] of the opposite sex show interest in the protagonist or are often thrown into ecchi situations around the protagonist. That's it. It doesn't matter if the protag has one noteworthy same sex friend or ten-- if there are three or more of the opposite sex who show interest in them or are inexplicably fated by the universe to have their clothes explode when near the protag, that would suffice. The protag doesn't need to reciprocate or appreciate the interest/ecchi.

If a show fulfills either set of criteria, it's a harem.

Thus both Steins;Gate and Monogatari are harems, Steins;Gate in the former sense and Monogatari in both senses.

Edit: If we want to get more detailed we could say a show that fulfills one prong has harem as its subgenre, while a show that fulfills both prongs has harem as its primary genre.

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highkey just want to put this cute Jiangshi somewhere tbh


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Ponderings to take note of for future reference:

Manaban said:
Well, I'll be that one guy who walks into a thread full of people who love a genre and says "I don't like it much"



Idk, I tend to view sci-fi more as a setting than anything else and I always sort of have issue getting into a setting like that even when it's not anime. I mean for videogames I really love System Shock 2 and I've played Stellaris a bunch lately, and for anime there's been "sci-fi" anime I liked quite a bit, but compared to what I feel many would consider legit sci-fi it'd feel out of place to bring up things like TLR or Mahouka in that same vein. Can't think of any sci-fi films I've enjoyed tbh.

I feel like this stems from technology, if I were to guess, because I'm just not fascinated by technological growth/highly advanced technology (I've actually sort of started to strongly feel that we should slow down in real life, given there's fucking juicers that require you to be connected to a wi-fi setup just to be able to even use them, so maybe even a bit negative-leaning on it) and as a result, future tech and science just tends to hold little sway with me and that tends to be such a defining feature of sci-fi, at least from my experience. The work itself will either need something with that setting to compensate to make the setting itself interesting, or the show itself would need stuff I can like and appreciate other than the sci-fi aspects for me to be able to get into it. Which can still be hit or miss even with that taken into consideration.

I guess that's just the way my brain's wired, so idk. It's always been a genre/setting I've had trouble with and it's ranked 36 out of 39 on my malgraph. I'm not like, diametrically opposed to it to where sci-fi will just ruin something for me but they'll tend to need something that I can get into aside from the setting much more than other types of settings.

When I begin looking at my thoughts on sci-fi and thinking deeper on them, I am immediately able to recognize that it is not that I want sci-fi to change to adapt to me - but rather this is what a sci-fi will need for me to be able to enjoy it because the concept of the setting tends to be off-putting to me. I do not wish to have the setting cater to me moreso than fans, but it's because I maintain this sort of position of being open-yet-putoff by sci-fi that there are ground rules I possess.

There is a possibility that people who claim they need certain elements within ecchi to find it "good" feel the same way - not that they wish to make ecchi adapt to them and cater to their needs on the whole, but rather that this is essentially their ground rules for a genre they will usually be uninterested in by their own individualism. Not that they wish to rip away what makes ecchi good to people like me out of their own selfishness, but rather that it is simply the way they can best enjoy an ecchi in of itself.

While I will not rule out that there are people who would want to change the genre to better suit any of their whims - especially those who prefer to scapegoat us for any and all issues anime fans have externally - I want to jot this realization down for future reference.

Part of me feels my approach to these discussions prior were not entirely wrong, however - the idea of mitigating ecchi elements for the sake of pleasing people who approach ecchi like I approach sci-fi still seems like it'd make for a poor ecchi anime to me, which at the same time I can imagine dedicated sci-fi fans might get that impression as well. When trying to approach the discussion as "what makes good ecchi anime" in relation to things such as tying it into the narrative (still don't like the examples brought up for this argument, having seem most of them by now), I feel like the standard should remain the same.

I understand where I'm coming from in the sense of feeling that it's marginalizing these aspects of something, though, but that might also stem from paranoia on my part due to how widespread the sentiment is in tandem with the ever-growing voice of the western fandom when it comes to anime. I do not wish to be marginalized as a fan and it can create that sort of anxiety in me because, at the core of it, it'd be taking away what I like for the sake of catering to a less niche audience when it comes to this sort of content. It evokes a sense of "jittiriness" that I've been self-aware of and have acknowledged when discussing this because of as much, and I believe that to be the underlying cause.

Think of how to approach these types of discussions better in the future depending on what the point being brought up is. Improvement is necessary.

There will still be people who will use this as a justification for liking an ecchi oriented anime as well, regardless of whether or not they liked the ecchi itself it still consistently comes across as something many people feel a need to justify to themselves, if no one else. Determine better ways to discern the different types of approaches.
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Sep 11, 2017 6:40 AM
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for future reference, statistics as of 11.9.2017

HaXXspetten said:
Let's do a quick search to check

Harem anime on MAL - 328

Harem + ecchi anime on MAL - 145

328 - 145 = 183

So there are 183 non-ecchi harems and 145 ecchi harems. So no, most harems are not ecchi. Of course there are some cases of series which are arguably harems even though they're not tagged as such, but it is unlikely that that would change the answer here

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for future reference, maybe? i just sort of rambled about this at 3 in the morning and the metric leaves me with a sense of discomfort i can't place my finger on, but it might be useful information in regards to genre/audience relation when working with less vague genres.

Manaban said:


There's been series like Zero no Tsukaima or DxD or TLR that have gotten multiple iterations even past an S2, but those also tend to be pretty recognizable and popular works. Nisekoi got an S2, TWGOK got 3 seasons, IS got 2 seasons, etc etc. I'm still waiting for the promised-yet-never-spoke-of-again second season of Nyan Koi, personally .-.

I guess it's like this with any genre so I'm not sure how much it means, but once you sift past a lot of what's up at the top there's a lot of shows that never got a sequel and ended at 12 episodes. Although plenty have, so I guess I'd say it doesn't feel especially prevalent here, maybe? Maybe it is, though, idk, I haven't looked at a lot of other genres with the same breadth as I have with H/E. That's part of the issue with having like, 240 completions and 50 days watched yet still having racked up a decently respectable amount of time watching stuff from a narrow selection.

I guess it is a somewhat top-heavy genre, though.

I'm actually kind of impressed when I scroll through other genres, when I look at it. Using a measurement of looking at where the page, the harem page (looking at first page only) bottoms out at an anime with 84k members yet has a highest member count at DxD with 491k - when looking at mecha, TTGL and CG are significantly higher in member count than DxD by about 200k members - yet the dropoff is more significant, the bottom of the first page ending at a 41k member anime. Though Ecchi has a better rate than mecha, topping off at NGNL with 792k members and still bottoming out at 100k.

Huh. I wonder what other genres bottom out at when it comes to this point for comparison's sake ._.

Psychological tops out with an anime at 1.2 million members, but bottoms out on the first page with an anime at 44k members. Horror has 818k at the top and 23k at the bottom. Slice of Life seems to do better than harem or ecchi in this department, topping out at 779k and bottoming out at 115k.

I'm not sure what use this metric has, but it might show how likely fans are to keep returning to a genre - at least when we're working with more narrow ones as opposed to action, romance, comedy, etc. - which in turn might make the amount of recognition a series (it being recognized by people who like a genre) and then in turn that might play a role in the sequel-in-relation-to-genre factor.

Looking at clubs can sort of reinforce this - the biggest SoL club I know of has around 13k members, and the biggest H/E club I know of has 9.5k members. The largest mecha one I can find sits at 2.4k, The biggest horror one I can find is 1.5k.

I'm just rambling at this point, it's not like this thread has any meaning to it and there's been a significant number of threads over this type of topic in the past week or so anyway, enough to make me want to puke almost. I blame the 1k fanservice thread. Plus I've been designated OP so I do what I want :VVVVV

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bwahhhhhhh they made an Iinchou daki <3

can't find one for purchase but i know they made a legit yoshiko one a while back so i don't doubt that it's authentic

would throw money i don't have at it tbh

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Fvlminatvs' lengthy diatribe, covering various topics such as rationalism versus empiricism, the concept of objectivity versus subjectivity, the differentiation and societal relevance of informed versus uninformed opinions, among a plethora of other things, for future reference:

Fvlminatvs said:
@TripleSRank, @Manaban

Okay, okay, I'll respond. I can't keep beating a dead horse, though, because our debate is going nowhere but in circles. So I'm going to shift my approach dramatically.

You seem to be taking issue with my tone first and foremost. I come off as what you characterize as "elitist." Fine. I'm going to roll things back and try to refocus here. I'll try to put things as neutrally as possible. Be ready for a wall of text, though. And don't accuse me of going over your heads. I am trying to summarize stuff to provide a) perspective for you, b) inform you so you understand better from where I'm coming, and c) provide the framework from which I draw my conclusions regarding the topics at hand. If it does go over your head at places, feel free to ask questions and if I have time, I'll try to answer them as best as I can. Also, wikipedia can be a helpful resource, even if it is, on the odd occasion, unreliable.

Let's start with subjectivity. Although we weren't discussing it yesterday, I'd like to return to it because this is an example of where I'm coming from and hopefully will put an end to what I believe is a tremendously unhelpful situation.

1) It is well established that everyone has opinions. It should also be well established that everyone has a right to those opinions.
2) It is also well established that human beings have extreme difficulty separating their analyses of various phenomena from their own inherent biases. In layperson's terms, people are subjective, not objective, observers and judges of all phenomena.
3) Humans have devised a variety of ways to mitigate their subjectivity, such as the scientific method. Hopefully, the scientist can apply rigorous use of the scientific method to uncover objective facts, such as the distance of the Earth from the Sun, the rate of acceleration due to Earth's gravitational pull, etc.

What, exactly, is subjectivity? Johann Gottlieb Fichte described subjectivity as the personal in distinction from objectivity--that which is beyond the individual and is observable. His student, Søren Kierkegaard, he posited that "truth is subjective" as a statement of epistemological skepticism and simultaneously ontological awareness of the self. And yet Kierkegaard was a proponent of faith since skepticism to him was simply a stage in the development of faith. He was also the founding father of existentialist philosophy.

So we have established that human bias exists and that human cognition is innately subjective. I do not deny this. At all. Whatsoever.

One of the ideas I take issue with is that this concept of subjectivity is binary. A great deal of this is based on my own philosophical study and my rejection of Hume in favor of Descartes.

Pullman cited David Hume--Hume was a philosopher that contributed to what historians call "British Empiricism," a trend in philosophy and a branch of empiricism. Hume denied that inductive reasoning cognitively existed and argued against reason and logic, stating that only direct observation and experience is epistemologically sound. Empiricists often described the individual as a collection of observations and experiences, which would lead to the realization that each individual's perception of reality is going to be distinct from every other individual's due to the uniqueness of each individual's experience.

This lends doubt as to whether or not we can even perceive reality in any sort of accuracy. In An Enquiry Concerning Human Understanding, he even throws doubt on the accuracy of scientific epistemology and mathematical certainties because he denies both causality and induction. Although he doesn't admit this, his argument leads to humans, at best, being able to guess at what will occur given a set of circumstances and that these guesses are correct, such as your hand burning if you put it in a fire.

Why am I bringing this up? Because I do not subscribe to Hume's reasoning. I subscribe more to Descartes' rationalism than Hume's empiricism. Fichte was influenced by Kant, who in turn, was influenced by Descartes. As I mentioned before, Kierkegaard was Fichte's student.

Let me return to Kierkegaard. He delineated between objective truth and subjective truth as well. For Kierkegaard, objective truth included that which could be considered fact (such as scientific measurement, historical events, mathematical laws, etc.) but also identified philosophical inquiry as resulting in objective truth. The reason for this is that because objective knowledge can be passed on directly to another person without that person having to experience the described phenomena themselves. That which would have to be experienced is the subjective truth and it is here that Kierkegaard identifies the religious and directly pertaining to one's apprehension of God as resulting from self-reflection and introspection.

This is all an incredibly brief summary that leaves much on the cutting room floor. The point that Kierkegaard is making, and with which I agree, is that although some of these topics may be doubtable (subject to human skepticism) in their veracity, like history, due to human bias, they are nonetheless objective due to the inherent characteristic that they all hold the search for truth as their epistemological aim. In other words, although the ancient Greek historian Thucydides was biased, he admitted it and took steps to mitigate his bias in order to make his historical account of the Peloponnesian Wars more accurate and, as a result, more truthful. Hence, since these topics aim for truth and do not require direct experience for the individual to ascertain them, they are objective.

Though there is a direct dichotomy that separates objectivity from subjectivity, implicit in Fichte, Kierkegaard, etc., is the idea that when it comes to the search for truth, bias can be reduced and an assessment of something can be more truthful.

I'm debating as to whether I want to get into Kant beyond that he advocated for both a priori and a posteriori knowledge, so I'll leave it at that. I could also go into Husserl and intersubjectivity but this is already a tl;dr.

Thus, the whole objectivity/subjectivity debate is based off of what I perceive to be faulty, incomplete, or erroneous colloquial definitions of the concepts in question. It is also entirely based upon an erroneous perception that bias cannot be lessened nor a statement, argument, or conclusion be more or less truthful, accurate, or correct in describing objective (i.e. external to the human mind) reality.

This goes for the assessment of a text's value as well (text here meaning any body of information that can be consumed, be it a painting, a film, a history book, an equation, or an anime). I've argued elsewhere that thousands of years of debate have built up a body of methodologies and techniques that are designed to either heighten a critic's bias (reader-response criticism) or lessen it (formalism and the New Criticism of the 1950). Criticism also has a variety of meanings that go beyond whether a text is "good" or "bad," or whether it "succeeds" or "fails." Indeed, because of the subjectivity of the human experience, the ability of a text to succeed or fail often changes given the cultural and social composition of the audience. Not only that, the interpretation of the text often shifts.

For example, Shakespeare's Coriolanus was beloved by soldiers, officers, and supporters of the American Revolution against Great Britain. For very, very different reasons, Nazi Germany taught it in schools as a diatribe against democracy. Both societies interpreted the same text very differently.

Aristotle's Poetics describe what makes a piece of tragic drama work in the context of Ancient Greek theater. He uses examples of plays that won prizes and playwrights who are still taught and studied today, explaining how they succeeded because they exemplify the characteristics he claims are good. Meanwhile, he uses examples of plays that were mediocre or bad because they didn't share those characteristics.

However, what worked for the Ancient Greek audience might not work for a modern one. It is true that many surviving plays have a sort of je ne sais quoi shared by all of the so-called "Great Books," but these comprise only a fraction of the number of plays written, most of which are lost. Perhaps the surviving plays did so because they had qualities that were universal to the human experience or could be comprehended by all humans despite the subjectivity of human experience. According to Kierkegaard, that would mean they have some objective quality that was independent of individual experience. This goes beyond Husserl's intersubjectivity because these things generate interest 2500 years after they were written and were preserved across that gap of time. They have an objective value to the human race or else they'd not find professors and students being inspired by them at universities in Japan and South Korea.

This leads me to the disparate value of opinions and how they are not all equal. Unfortunately, I have to get ready for work and don't know if I'll have much downtime today. If I do, I'll pick up where I left off here.


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Get ready for another wall of text.

I'm going to start off by quoting @Manaban, but @TripleSRank, this is addressed to you as well. I will begin with a few quotes from Manaban because it provides me with a lead-in to make my case more broadly. I think you two have grossly misunderstood me and part of the blame rests on my own shoulders for not taking enough time to explain my position. This is going to draw upon my last post's discussion of subjectivity and objectivity a bit, so if you haven't read that wall of text, please do so first.

I also ask that you read this entire post before replying. Some of the things I will say may seem objectionable at first but I don't mean them to be. I'm going to use the words "subjective" and "objective" differently than most people do so keep that in mind.

I watched (x) show and I look at various aspects of it in order to understand what made me feel a certain way or some aspects I either liked or dislike.

In this case your opinion has value to you and you alone because it defines your experience of watching x show. However, while I may find it interesting, your opinion will have a tremendously limited impact on my own with regards to the same show because my own experience is entirely separate. It's value to me lies in the glimpse I receive as to who you are and how you think but it will not necessarily impact my own feelings vis-a-vis x show.

This is why I insist on not arguing taste. It is one of those things that is impossible to fully share. We can talk about it but I am incapable of experiencing what you do when you watch x show.

I'm making the argument that it's absolutely ridiculous to dismiss an opinion because the person behind it doesn't live up to your standards of academia and close yourself off to such a viewpoint.

If this is what you think I've been saying, then things have gone horribly wrong.

First, let me lead off with the statement that this has nothing to do with whether I agree with your opinions or not. Agreement is immaterial with regards to the value of an opinion. I can agree with an opinion and still devalue it. Conversely, I can disagree with an opinion but still find it incredibly insightful.

Second, there are different types of opinions--those that are subjective statements in nature (ex. "I like/dislike X.") and those that are objective statements (ex. "X is good/bad.") Categorically speaking, just because a statement may contain or be shaped from personal bias, subjective experience, etc., that does not make the statement itself subjective. If you make a claim about the outside world, whether it is a statement of fact ("1 + 1 = 2"), outright falsehood ("1 + 1 = 5"), or merit ("X is good") it is still categorically objective because it is a statement about that which is beyond your individual self.

Third, opinions and arguments are not the same--arguments can and often are a subset of opinions. The difference is that arguments are supported by either fact, logic, data, etc., or a combination thereof. If two opinions contradict one another, the arguments themselves can be assessed to determine which one is better using reason, fact-checking, logic, etc. If one argument can be determined to be superior to the other, that is a value assessment not only of the argument itself but of the opinion it supports. This is especially important when it comes to the veracity of an opinion, of which I will go into more detail later.

All opinions are not equal. Some are a very great deal more robust, sophisticated and well supported in logic and argument than others.
― Douglas Adams


Let me use a hypothetical situation to explain what I mean. Suppose you and I are discussing Anime X.

Manaban: Fvlminatvs, I dislike Anime X.
Me: Why?
Manaban: Because the show had a very certain tone for the first half, then there was this dramatic shift in tone, a whole new conflict was introduced, and it felt like I was watching a totally different show.
Me: It sounds to me like the show uses a jo-ha-kyu narrative structure.
Manaban: What's that?
I explain it in detail.
Manaban: Oh. Well, I still didn't like that. Maybe I dislike the jo-ha-kyu structure.
Me: Fair enough.

Your opinion gives me insight into your preferences and taste, which I will never bash. Your opinion is categorically subjective and it is valuable in that it reveals something about yourself and your experience. It cannot be imparted to me, though, because if I liked Anime X, especially because of its narrative structure, my subjective experience cannot be reconciled with yours.

Now, let's create a fictional interlocutor for me so as to illustrate some further ideas.

Person A: Anime X was trash.
Me: Why?
Person A: Because the show had a very certain tone for the first half, then there was this dramatic shift in tone, a whole new conflict was introduced, and it felt like I was watching a totally different show.
Me: It sounds to me like the show uses a jo-ha-kyu narrative structure.
Person A: What's that?
I explain it in detail.
Person A: Obviously the jo-ha-kyu structure is trash.

Person A's opinion is unhelpful and in fact destructive. They're making categorically objective value statements about something they obviously do not understand. Now, let's try this again with a third interlocutor.

Person B: Anime X was trash.
Me: Why?
Person B: Because the show had a very certain tone for the first half, then there was this dramatic shift in tone, a whole new conflict was introduced, and it felt like I was watching a totally different show.
Me: It sounds to me like the show uses a jo-ha-kyu narrative structure.
Person B (knowing what jo-ha-kyu is): Yeah, but there are far better examples of its execution.
Me: Like what?
Person B provides a list of examples and describes how the execution of jo-ha-kyu was superior.

The difference in value of Person A's opinion versus Person B's opinion should be self-evident. I might totally disagree with both individuals. I might also totally agree with both individuals. However, because their position is more informed, Person B's opinion is going to be far more valuable and insightful. They understand the show better so they will not only be better equipped to defend their statement but their opinion is going to have more nuance.

This is why I don't give much weight to the whole "subjective vs. objective" positions most people take. Frankly, because I've read Kierkegaard, Husserl, and some of Fichte, the arguments I encounter show a dramatic lack of awareness of 1) actual definitions of the words themselves, 2) a real understanding of how objectivity and subjectivity operate in an epistemological sense, and 3) the implications that arise from 1 and 2. From my perspective, everybody's running around talking about stuff they don't understand and deriving wildly erroneous conclusions. Even worse, when I try to point this out to them, I risk being accused of being an elitist. I'm put between a rock and a hard place. Do I try to break it down for them in layperson's terms, avoiding the name-dropping and simplifying philosophical arguments? I've tried that and it didn't work. I also tried an appeal to authority, which was a fallacious argument, I admit. What is left? Talking above everybody else? Well, I tried that this morning and by-and-large, it has been ignored.

Anyway, let's move on.

Context is important as well. That I omitted context up until now is an incredibly gross oversight on my part.

In certain contexts, uninformed opinions can be more than simply unhelpful, they can be destructive on the level of whole societies. Let me use a quotation that I've seen thrown around for years.

You are not entitled to your opinion. You are entitled to your informed opinion. No one is entitled to be ignorant.
--Harlan Ellison

Ellison is a science-fiction author known for his big mouth. He was very active in the 1960 and 1970s and is known for his opinions regarding the Vietnam War.

In a democratic republic such as the United States, popular opinion can influence elections, which in turn, can influence things like war and peace. Uninformed opinions on a mass scale, then, are incredibly dangerous since they can result in terrible events such as war, oppression, genocide, etc. Misinformation and disinformation can be even worse than ignorance but ignorance provides them with fertile ground. The strongest armor against misinformation and disinformation is the most informed opinion possible.

It is here that the veracity of an opinion is vital. An informed opinion is more likely to adhere to objective reality than an uninformed one. A misinformed or disinformed opinion can and often will stray far from objective reality. Consider the opinion that diphtheria-tetanus-pertussis vaccines can cause Sudden Infant Death Syndrome--this is a potentially destructive and fatal opinion based on misinformation. Someone who has no knowledge of the topic can easily be swayed into believing that DTP vaccines are harmful when presented with faulty logic and cherry-picked data whereas an informed person will easily detect the false information and discard it.

Therefore, in some contexts, an individual with informed opinions should disparage uninformed opinions. While I disagree with Ellison that "you are not entitled to your opinion," I do, at the same time, firmly believe that 1)opinions are not the people who hold them, and 2)opinions are fair game and should never be safe from evaluation and criticism.

In a sense, this is the inverse of the ad hominem fallacy. If, during a debate, you criticize your interlocutor instead of their argument, you've committed a fallacy. The codification of this fallacy as a logical error carries with it the explicit implication and assumption that the argument and by extension the opinion it supports are free to be attacked. It also explicitly requires that there be a distinction between the opinion/argument under attack and the holder of that opinion/argument. They must be separate.

Now, what does this have to do with academics? Well, within their particular field they are tremendously informed. They're also heavily informed in related fields. I hope I've already established the merits of an informed opinion.

This, by no means, makes academics the Arbiters of Truth. I do not go into my classroom and tell my students what to think. I give them data, I often give them my interpretations but I also tell them "this is my interpretation of the data," and encourage them to make their own. When they do, I listen to their interpretations and I'll point out flaws, errors, and omissions. I'll tell them, "go look at this," or "go read this," because that will improve their opinions and, ultimately, their coursework.

Academics do debate. They do not always agree. There is occasionally consensus but these points of consensus often come after decades of argument, data, and reason have been employed. This does not mean that what is accepted as historical fact (ex. Caligula was a bad emperor) actually represents the objective reality. Given the data, however, even when the primary sources are heavily critiqued (Suetonius, for example, is considered the "tabloids of the early Roman Empire"), we can safely assume that the statement "Caligula was a bad emperor" has an astronomically high probability of being factually truthful.

Where consensus is not reached, historical analysis begins to approach literary analysis and criticism. Indeed, literary theory and interpretive methods are often applied to historical study. Therefore, you get historians such as Ronald Syme who, in his volume The Roman Revolution, draws parallels between Augustus' creation of the imperial government and the rise of fascism in 1930s Europe. Syme can freely be debated but to argue with Syme from a position of ignorance won't get anyone anywhere. To effectively disprove Syme, one would have to thoroughly research not only Augustus' consolidation of power after the Second Civil War but also Syme's argument as well. In other words, to argue against Syme one must be at least equally as informed as he was.

Simply disagreeing with Syme is fine on a personal level. However, once that opinion is put forth in a more rigorous context (such as a term paper), there is a necessity that the opinion be thoroughly supported by an argument employing as much information as possible (or practical given the length of a semester), not simply reason or logic alone.

TripleSRank, this dovetails with what you were saying about Plato. If I recall, you asked why you couldn't just simply read what others say about Plato instead of reading his works for yourself. That's a fair question but the reasons are similar to what I was saying above.

If you read what others say about Plato, you will learn about Plato's philosophies but you will be getting them through a filter. Why trust what somebody else says about Plato when you can read him yourself and draw your own conclusions? It is true you might not understand his context so well (potentially leading to one or two erroneous conclusions), so go read commentaries on his writings because they'll help you get a better grasp on his ideas. Rinse and repeat.

It isn't a necessity that you do so, though, to live your life. You don't require detailed knowledge of Plato's writings to go about your daily business or post on MAL. However, if you want to understand what Plato said about literature, what better place to go than to Plato himself?

Now, let's get personal. What does this mean I think about your opinions?

Firstly, that depends entirely on the opinion itself and how much is riding upon it. What is at stake? If you say, for example, "I hate Anime X," I will probably want to know your reasons for it. If I, too, hate it, I might provide some reasons I have it as well. If I like it, I might provide reasons for why I do. This is a perfectly normal conversation about disparate opinions and the value your opinion has is as insight into who you are and what your tastes are.

On the other hand, if you say, "Anime X is trash" and we disagree, I'm going to expect us to hash this out a bit. I might not change your opinion and you probably aren't going to change mine. How informed your opinion is won't matter too much to me in this context. I may get irked if it is an anime that has been the topic of many academic discussions and if you demonstrate a lack of understanding. I'll definitely get irked if I explain some of the more salient features of the show and why it is important and you persist in saying it's trash. However, I'll probably be willing to drop the subject and agree to disagree. Not enough is at stake for me to persist in attacking your opinion. In addition, it is probably not going to affect my opinion of you very much, if at all. However, if you expect my own assessment of Anime X to be influenced by yours, your expectations will remain unfulfilled. On the other hand, if you do present me with reasons why you think the show is trash coupled with a thorough understanding of the anime, the likelihood of me coming away with something new to consider (even if my opinion doesn't change) is increased.

Finally, the last thing I want to cover is the occasional conflation between taste and assessment. Every once-in-a-while, someone claims that it is impossible to appreciate a text as "good" while personally disliking it. This is patently false--it is absolutley possible to consider something to be "good" regardless of personal preference.

Take, for example, Darren Aronofsky films. They are not to my own personal taste or preference. To narrow my example, let me discuss the film Pi.

In the movie, Aronofsky creates a nearly surreal tour of Max Cohen's everyday life. Cohen is a mathematical genius but he cannot turn off his brain to the point where he suffers various psychological illnesses. Through shot composition, depictions of near-surreal phenomena, and slow pacing, Aronofsky draws the audience into the experience of being Max Cohen. We aren't simply watching his story, we are experiencing the tedium of his everyday life and the uncertainty of what is actually real (within the text) and what is false.

It is a brilliant piece of film. It bores the hell out of me.

How can I reconcile the two? Well, the film exists outside of myself, therefore it is in the objective world, distinct from my subjective experience of it. Just like a scientist can consciously use the scientific method to reducing personal bias and establishing objective measurements of objective phenomena, I can pay close attention to various principles of shot composition, narrative structure, symbolism, etc., to attempt to get outside of my own head. I admit that the more concrete methods of measurement inherent to the scientific method make scientists far more capable of describing objective reality than a humanities professor like myself, I can still take steps, apply mental discipline, and lessen my own bias by trying to imagine perspectives outside of my own. This is where I can try to get into a sort of "shared subjectivity," or "intersubjectivity," as German philosopher Edmund Husserl called it.

Thus, whereas my personal assessment of Pi is solipsistically subjective, my broader attempt at assessing Pi's objective merit really doesn't result in any description of Pi's value in objective reality but instead lands somewhere in the intersubjective value it holds for the overall thought community that is the filmviewing public.

I hope this clarifies what I mean when I say that opinions are not equal.

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I had a sense of rationale to me during the time period when I started to really put more thought and efforts into my actions and my presentation both that I feel has started to fall to the wayside a bit lately and I need to find a way to mend that. My posts simply aren't as good as they used to be a couple of months ago and this is an issue that must be remedied posthaste. This is more of a note to myself than anything.

Consistency in ideals - Opinions should be rooted in thought and reason. If new information comes into the fray then integrating that into the broader spectrum should be given emphasis, however, changing ideals rapidly and inconsistently is irrational. It shouldn't be what mood I'm in - I should seek to better understand my beliefs in order to be able to stick beside them in the face of what may be incorrect. Ask questions with viewpoints I don't understand for the sake of gaining that insight. Irrationality is not welcome for me. I have to be stronger and strive for greatness rather than pulling my feelings at that specific moment too heavily into consideration on any given topic. What do I believe? What do I think? How can I discover more? If I become stronger, then I'll be able to maximize efficiency in doing my best to form the foundation for all of us to become stronger, and building up a base that can elevate us from being commonly accepted as the lowest common denominator in terms of audiences within this community is what I strive for most. I cannot build that base with mood, I must build it with information, reason, and logical principles. I must maintain those and if those are subject to change then they should be subject to change based on reason and not on how I feel that day.

Denying arrogance - I am nobody. I always used to say that I am irrelevant, because I am irrelevant. I am not a philosopher or a scientist on the topic of fanservice and ecchi, and I am not special - I am just another worker trying his damndest to build the base for us to be better integrated into the community and discussion boards. I put effort into my posts and in turn they can receive decent recognition from time to time, but I should not let this get to my head. I am a worker. Every argument I make and try to build in this thread is not because I am a scientist or because I am an authority - it is because I am just another worker who is working hard at building this foundation that I wish to see created. The others who will argue alongside me are not special. I am not special. We're all builders trying to construct this in the best way possible so we can prove that we deserve to exist alongside everybody else. It's annoying and obnoxious to me and I know I am not alone in that sentiment, but I must always approach even the dumbest of individuals as if we're on equal ground until proven otherwise, rather than presuming that they just don't understand why they feel the way they do on the topic or the topic itself.

Broaden horizons - It's OK to be running a specialized build like I consider myself to be doing now. It's what I'm most passionate about with this medium and what I put the most thought into. However, narrowing my horizons too much is counter-intuitive to integration and to be the best builder than I can be I must be able to work outside of my primary function. Efficiency is key, and running too narrow of a build that limits flexibility in thought, discovery, and understanding is inefficient. Keeping my own standing and working on what I'm both most interested in arguing and attempting to express my opinions on is OK. Only working on that form of understanding is inefficient.

Fight Fire with Water - I must not let frustration and anger rule me. I have my own grudges with lines of thought and certain types of beliefs that I have been aware of for a while now, but I'm sure that Adenauer had an even bigger chip on his shoulder than I do now for a much more grand reason, and yet he was still a diplomat and pushed forward with improving relations with past enemies rather than reveling in hatred and contempt for a history laden with conflict and strife at the borders that brought on much suffering for everybody involved. He didn't demand - he sought understanding and fair compromise. Adenauer's approach is the best approach for us, and Adenauer's approach is not reveling in frustration and hatred, but keeping his eyes at building a better future. He stood resolute beside his principles no matter the circumstances, be it during his provisional role in the Allied occupation or against Communism - but he did not let his pride or his resolve control him and force himself to stand where there was room for potential profit for all involved. Look at his interactions with the French, the English, the Americans and the Soviets, and learn from them when approaching people with different ways of looking at things. That is what a hero is, but he wasn't a hero because he dominated the opposition or reveled in animosity to make himself stand firm.

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I had an interesting Shogun 2 campaign that I sort of stopped playing as a game and went into story mode with, so I figured I might as well jot it down here.

I was playing as the Tokugawa for challenge - they have a hard start and a weak bonus and I felt like pushing myself a bit, and I don't have much trouble with TW games anyway - and ultimately I managed to expand quite a bit before letting the end siege of sorts come and finish me off after a hard fought war.

At age 19, Hirotada was the Daiymo of a vassal clan under the Imagawa with the Oda in Owari giving them constant trouble. After eliminating the Oda, the Ikko Ikki came and tried to rebel - so I used the army I had built up with the intent of breaking out of the Imagawa's grip to go on a campaign to take as much of their things as possible. By the time I was done, I had expanded my territory from 2 provinces to 7 provinces - and the Takeda had taken the liberty of finishing off the Imagawa while I was away, leaving me in a position of liberty due to positive diplomacy with them in the realm of things like trade. Then I turned my attention away from them and ended up going on an even more rapid conquest, culminating in a successful attack on Kyoto and Hirotada being proclaimed the new Shogun in 1564, at the age of 34, after 15 years of rapid and successful conquest.

With that, the end game kicked in and everybody came to fight me, which I used to expand significantly at first, capturing 23 of the 25 provinces I needed for a victorious campaign. In the end I started getting bogged down by rebels, though - religious tensions with Christians and Ikko Ikki, a string of bad luck with tsunamis and droughts, and generally such a burden on maintaining such a huge army causing me to raise taxation. All of these things combined led to rebellion after rebellion, and I had been expanding so far outward that I couldn't afford to turn around and quell them. Internal affairs began to fuck me, basically, because I was getting swarmed with rebellion after rebellion on top of being at war with every other clan in the game.

Ieyasu, the real life unifier of Japan, was one of the top generals under his father Hirotada and the heir apparent to the Shogunate. The anti-Tokugawa coalition pushed him back to Kyoto after I turned him around and decided to try and cut my losses and re-satisfy the internal issues, but a clan in the coalition landed and pushed their way to Kyoto, retaking it in the name of the Ashikaga Shogunate and taking all Tokugawa land that lay in between their landing point and Kyoto on their way. Upon hearing this, I decided that it was essentially game over - so I turned Ieyasu around and had him lead a huge charge on Kyoto, where the end result was that his army was obliterated and he was killed at the age of 24. There goes one of my doomstacks as well as the entire western front, which collapsed and led to divisions between the the two remaining clans in that area over who could take what land first.

Then the eastern front, where Hirotada and the other doomstack led by a longtime top general from the start of the game in 1545, started buckling under the upkeep of maintenance and the loss of land. Eventually the other general got bogged down fighting 3 clans in the coalition in the same 3 provinces until they simply overwhelmed his single army with time, but Hirotada kept pushing forward through Hojo territory and capturing more and more land, with his losses beginning to outweigh his gains after a while and his one fullstack army was reduced to around 500 men.

When at the Hojo's doorstep - the only clan that was able to rival the newly established Tokugawa Shogunate's power in both economic might and military might was left with only two provinces after his push - his army had been reduced to 500 men. The Hojo forces also suffered huge losses up until this point, but they were fighting a defensive war (technically an offensive war, but Hirotada made it into a defensive war for them, by the end he was a 6 star general who provided such huge boons to his units that he was borderline unbeatable) and were able to replenish their numbers quicker. Whenever one of the last Hojo armies that stood in Hirotada's way met him in the fields close to one of the last Hojo-owned provinces, there were too many for Hirotada's greatly diminished forces to withstand and thus, rather than retreating, I had him charge right into the enemy, facing his death as the highest ranked character and most successful warlord up until that point in the game.

You can see him here, his last moments spent being crushed to death by his horse following his suicide charge into the Hojo lines:



I found it kind of touching that the weather for that battle was rain. He had come so, so close to ending Sengoku Jidai and bringing in a new era of peace under his Tokugawa Shogunate, but in the end it just wasn't meant to be and instead of retreating when it was clearly all over, he faces a warrior's death and charges into the enemy to take as many of them down with him as he can before his own time came.

After that, the third and last fullstack I had built retreated to Mikawa and holed up with Hirotada's second son, a tender 18 year old, and new leader of the recently established yet already rapidly declining Tokugawa Shogunate. They turtled up in the home province from the start of the game before ultimately being met by a large coalition force and the rest of the army meeting their demise, defending Mikawa to the last man.

In one of the remaining province, the third, youngest, and final son of Hirotada Tokugawa caught wind of the fall of Mikawa and took his single calvary unit of 40 men and ran from the still-Tokugawa owned neighboring province of Totomi with his unit and charged the gates held by thousands of men with his small numbers, meeting his end there. The Tokugawa were all no more and after that they just picked our provinces left and right, leading to the total collapse of the Tokugawa Shogunate after a mere 6 years from 1564 - 1570, and my defeat.

In the end, it gave me a nice little death poem and sent me on my way.

Although I greet death;
I do not fear the icy grip.
My soul, at peace, sleeps.


I got so close before just giving up on that for the sake of having a little story about this absolute force of nature as a warlord at the beginning, getting so close to becoming the victor of the time period, before ultimately falling and having everything collapse right when he was about to cross the finish line.

Kind of tragic, in a sense. Instead of trying to figure out a way to win in spite of what was quickly becoming an uphill battle, I just watched everything fall apart and tried to manipulate the events into being a valiant defeat, all with this one song playing on loop:



It...was actually one of the coolest campaigns I've had in a grand strategy game for a while, albeit it was kind of comparatively somber than any other one I had experienced.
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HORRORQUEST



Since the EcchiQuest is the main questline, why not have a sidequest or two to further explore other genres? It's a fun way to sort of keep track of genre exploration, and it can help me in an area I need a lot of improvement in, being how narrow my current skillset in a discussion is.

Since it's a sidequest, it won't be in the same breadth of scope as the ecchi quest - ecchi is and always will be my home field of sorts, so that is envisioned to cover the entire genre at some point - and this (and anything like it, sans maybe harems) will just be a list of anime kept for the sake of genre exploration. Any other genres I decide to keep track of a sidequest of will come later.

I've found myself enjoying what I've seen of the horror genre so far, so I felt it was worth setting as the first sidequest.

Same rules apply - the only difference is that the endgoal isn't to watch every horror anime made as much as I'm just going to create a list and largely stick to it for the sake of being my map through the genre. If I find myself enjoying it enough, I might start other sidequests as well.

Now, just like the ecchi quest, I'm using the database tags first and foremost. I will add stuff if they get tags but I won't remove things once I add them. Same rules about dropping apply. That said, since this isn't like the ecchiquest where I plan on getting to literally everything, if there's something tagged horror that I didn't put on the list or something you think might be a good fit for this list and isn't tagged horror/I haven't seen it, feel free to let me know about it. In fact, please do let me know about it, these quests sort of serve as genre explorations and I don't want to miss anything.

- this means a completed series
- this means a dropped series

Tokyo Ghoul
Elfen Lied
Another
High School of the Dead
Kiseijuu: Sei no Kakuritsu
Tokyo Ghoul √A
Deadman Wonderland
Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
Danganronpa: Kibou no Gakuen to Zetsubou no Koukousei The Animation
Hellsing Ultimate
Hellsing
Shinsekai yori
Koutetsujou no Kabaneri
Monster
Shiki
Kenpuu Denki Berserk
Sankarea
Akira
Blood+
Ajin
Tasogare Otome x Amnesia
Jigoku Shoujo
Paprika
Gantz
Gakkougurashi!
Corpse Party: Tortured Souls - Bougyakusareta Tamashii no Jukyou
Perfect Blue
Blood-C
Ghost Hunt
Umineko no Naku Koro ni
Mayoiga
Elfen Lied Special
Danganronpa 3: The End of Kibougamine Gakuen - Mirai-hen
Terra Formars
Mnemosyne: Mnemosyne no Musume-tachi
Mononoke
Ajin 2nd Season
Zombie-Loan
Shingetsutan Tsukihime
Another: The Other - Inga
Danganronpa 3: The End of Kibougamine Gakuen - Zetsubou-hen
Kurozuka
Gakkou no Kaidan
Hametsu no Mars
Ayakashi: Japanese Classic Horror
Sankarea: Wagahai mo... Zombie de Aru...
Shiki Specials
Tasogare Otome x Amnesia: Taima Otome
Sankarea OVA
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In the matter of longform anime analysis in video format: Super Eyepatch Wolf versus Mother's Basement.





It almost speaks for itself, really, but that'd be assuming people would actually watch the videos and compare them. Super Eyepatch Wolf's review is very well structured and digs into every single detail possible, giving it a sense of depth, understanding, passion, thought, and effort - it discusses every topic it can cover rather than the narrow topics that shorter videos can discuss, displaying the greatest strengths of longform video review in comparison to the shorter, usually more specific, and easier to structure short form reviews, all rather seamlessly and straightforward. You can almost feel the effort he must've put in to scripting this in a way to communicate his point as clearly as possible as well as the research he did into things such as the background of the series to truly understand and attempt to display "why things work like they do here and why i think that's good."

Mother's Basement's video draws largely irrelevant comparisons that add nothing to the overarching topic other than reinforcing the fact "lol I really hate this one series," frequently reiterates himself, badly structured in the sense of frequently veering off of the main idea he's discussing at that point to discuss other topics that are less relevant to how it ties into the show before briefly going back to the main idea, rinse and repeat. It almost comes across as blatant padding to create an impression, which is only reinforced with how he often pushes whether or not his opinions on a series are positive or negative (even in that very video, drawing largely irrelevant comparisons mostly to cast SAO in a bad light that are quite brief and pointless) as opposed to pushing reason and ideas for why he holds that stance. The core logic is often failed to be expounded and expressed on in meaningful ways, and seems more focused on drawing attention away from key aspects of the show (Shiro's sibling-like relationship with Sora and her frequent sexualization being a notable example of this) by, rather than presenting them at the forefront whenever discussing these topics, he basically just mumbles it out and then proceeds to throw his hands off to the side and basically just say "HEYYYY BUT ISN'T THIS REALLY GREAT?" It feels like he's less concerned about communicating the "why's" - but more the "what's." And the "what" is basically just him drawing out that he thinks NGNL is comparatively great to other isekai series, and his "why's" are more often iterated in ways that come across as odd and stretching for his praises at points and how little attention he draws to things he considers "bad" or just outright just not even attempting to structure things well in a point that can effectively communicate his "why's" - which, he doesn't really effectively communicate much at all, relying on portraying elements of psychological depth as "extremely subtle, i can point to one vague line of dialogue and interpret it this way" and then moving on to the next point he wants to make. I feel that, in comparison, SEPW would've handled that exact same argument by interpreting that vague line of dialogue as such and then tracing things back to other elements found within the series and its relevance in the grander scheme of things as opposed to just moving on at that point and calling it quits. That's the difference between Mother's Basement and a good long form anime reviewer in video format.

Mother's Basement is not about the "why's." He is about the "What's." And when your reviews are about the "What's," then it's more about whether or not it's a negative or positive opinion on the series in question as opposed to why he has a negative or positive opinion. Frankly, I feel like he thinks everybody who watches his content is an idiot who doesn't need more than 20 minutes of disjointed arguments and awkward plugging for them to consider his content worthwhile. "Give them length, and they will assume it goes in-depth."

For all intents and purposes, Mother's Basement looks like a sleazy salesman in his NGNL video, who underestimates the intelligence of his audience so severely that he puts forth no effort in actually structuring and communicating his ideas in meaningful ways, he reiterates himself and draws attention away from potential issues he took with it as opposed to delving deeper and putting things more out at the forefront, often comes across as grasping at depth to ascribe the show a sense of psychological grandiosity it simply does not meaningfully possess, and even plugs a sponsorship deal in the middle of making an argument, for fuck's sake. I almost feel like he assumes that drawing things out to a certain length and then having people look at that timestamp is enough to be considered "good." Compare that to SEPW's Bebop video, and his shortcomings don't only come off as transparent, but downright sleazy in nature.

Things to do:

Pull out specific examples to illustrate this point. Lipservice and claims aren't enough. Draw direct comparisons when possible - make it a matter of their content being pitted against one another. Things such as timestamps and quotes are encouraged. Substantiate this and I may have something to truly illustrate why my negative feelings towards Mother's Basement being an important content creator in regards to analysis in the anime fandom is a very, very bad thing.
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A list of all of the arcs in Bleach. It'll be useful to watching it given the way I was recommended to handle long-runners - one arc at a time, take a break, do another arc. I liked the idea when it was brought to me because it's essentially whittling things down to a level where I can finally get into long runners without worrying about overburdening myself, since the pace at what I watch will still mostly be the one or two cour style I've grown attached to.

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In the distant future, if I became a fossil
What would people see in me?

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Other people are weird. There is not a single thing I despise more on this planet than the existence of other human beings. Frustration, sadness, anger, stress - so many of my problems in life feel like they stem from other people, and at the same time, I'm more than well aware that I am fully capable of filling that role for others with my existence alone, let alone when I delve into a toxic demeanor or let these agitations get the better of me.

Yet, at the exact same time, there's rarely something I find as important as other people, be it out of necessity for my survival due to working relationships and the like, or be it coming from a place of care for those I admire enough and wish to keep somewhat close to me. Those who I hold dearly are almost as important to me, if not moreso in some circumstances, than my own sense of self-preservation. Strangers and those I rarely speak with do not matter nearly as much, and the revolving door of regular users on AD leads to the people I would put in such a department on this website to be few and far between, but, as with anybody, there are those I am well aware that I could not abandon or utilize as a tool for my own self-advancement without being filled with a sense of guilt and regret, which I consider to be far worse in the long term, even over death.

This led me to thinking about the concept of "reality" that we so often ascribe to not giving an iota of a fuck about us in the grand scheme of things. I'm fairly certain that everybody hears it or at least thinks it at some point in their lives - "the world doesn't give a damn about you." And in a literal sense, the majority of it doesn't and almost never, ever will. Few artists or scholars or entertainers or leaders receive worldwide recognition and renown for their accomplishments, let alone some speck of existence that functions largely beneath these elevated entities. But, in the same vein, we can reverse that thought and view the world in a relative sense - most of the world is never going to give a fuck about you on an objective level (except in completely, incredibly exceptional cases) and, in the same vein, you're not going to give a fuck about the rest of the world. Many lives end and many begin even as I write this, I imagine, and I don't see it as likely that those lives will ever be relevant to me. The world I - and others, I presume - are generally more concerned with is the world that impacts us and is relevant to ourselves. Which, as selfish as it may seem when worded like so, is something I see as perfectly natural and fine. And that world does generally give a fuck about you, be it through opportunism and necessity, or genuine care as a result of a developed relationship. Scorn or adoration is irrelevant to as much, you're relevant to many of those within your immediate reach and they're going to be more relevant than some person you'll never communicate with or would have any impact on yourself.

The base idea is that the world not giving a fuck about you can be adapted into something more useful and meaningful to our development and sense of self-understanding than just the literal scope of it all. It's a minor villain, at best. No, reality and the world at large are absolutely nothing in the face of the most terrifying entity I've ever had the misfortune of encountering - time.

Time is merciless. It flows on ruthlessly, caring about nothing, and to navigate it we need to adapt it into numbers more often than not. "Planet earth is this old," "this fossil is estimated to between (x) and (x) years old," so on and so forth. Artifacts from Antiquity. Our lives are long compared to many other animals, but our lives are absolutely nothing in the face of this entity, not even a shared existence or being of the same species or any of the most base of fundamentals which can potentially drive humans to form relationships and advance with one another to navigate the rocks and obstacles of life like we can say with the world and how we can adapt reality. The second we take time out of the short term, it's terrifying. It takes. It takes and takes and takes and takes. Relationships, achievements, the things and values we give meaning to are trite to it and it will devour them wholesale - comparing how little all of the things that mean the world to us and how these things are viewed by time to plankton being devoured by a blue whale doesn't even begin to describe that size difference.

This is how I view my real life work, as the apprentice to an undertaker - I stand at the gates of time, more than anything, peering into just how ruthless and cold it is. "Unafraid" isn't even the right word to describe how it treats individuals, because that would communicate even the most base form of relevance our existence has to it. I don't even think it's comprehensible on a broader scale, that goes past humanity and our studies of the world around us and time's role in that. I know what kind of beast it is, moreso than most people, I imagine. I gaze into that abyss of the end of an individual's time and see how irrelevant it all really is fairly regularly. And not letting the peril that comes from as much consume me went from being a nightmare that had become my every day, to being just a day's work to make a living.

So I would think I would know better than to let myself become trapped by it on even the most small scale things such as relationships and how people perceive me. People come and go, the spirit of times evolve and morph, society changes, values change. Everything is always moving forward no matter how much we try to rope it back, and that's something too big for us to ever really be able to do anything about. But myself as an individual operating within the space of time can't move alongside it, for some reason. It devours me on what I'm well aware is a triviality.

Forming new bonds with people has always been a challenge, the bonds that - I believe, not as a scholar or anything more grand than the ferryman who has led hundreds of people across the final river of their own times - are so important to us due to making the concept of time and the sheer insignificance of our existences more bearable to navigate on a subconscious level. That's how I perceive it, at least, yet now everything feels so weightless to me. Relationships feel disposable in most cases - not because I can move on or anything such as that, but quite the opposite. I've come to realize that many of my new relationships with others have been rendered useless due to the sheer amount of love I still possess for those I used to have. What used to be my old extended family. Nothing can replace them to me, and I find myself haphazardly trying to create a strong sense of community, likely trying to just emulate what I used to feel so strongly about, what I used to so hurredly come home to every day when I was younger.

To understand what I mean with this, I have to give a bit of backstory on myself. I started using internet forums at 12 years old, lying about my age until I hit the then-appropriate age of 13, which got me banned from my first community for a month after it was revealed I had lied about my age for so long, something that my future acquaintances would chide me about for a long time afterwards, alongside my relatively young age and being a sweet, innocent little baby, too pure for NSFW and pornography and such - banter that I emulate with other younger members on the H&E Discord server in this day and age in the exact same way almost.

I was stupid when I was younger. Not meaning that in the sense that "I was a kid and I did dumb things" that so many can attest to, but more along the lines in that I had very poor English skills and a very hostile demeanor towards disagreement, on top of just the average poor critical thinking skills and assessment ability for a 12/13 year old relative to the generally much older userbase. This did not net me many friends at first, but I was fortunate enough to meet somebody who helped me a lot in my development. He helped me learn English and helped me figure out how to approach discussion better over due time through our communication, even though I was incredibly resistant to it at first. If it were not for him, I doubt I would be very thoughtful, let alone articulate. He was a truly intelligent person who seemed closer to a natural genius to me and he had that degree of humanity to him that let him continue to persist to help some bratty ass kid who got pissy and rejected him over and over again. That extremely rare kindness, it feels like. I am not sure I have met anybody like him since, who would go that far just for some obnoxious forum user and try to understand and be there as much as possible.

He let me into his world, his circle, the more I started displaying signs of maturity and better understanding. I made friends there who I still remember every detail of, from their birthday to their past usernames to their personal lives that we indulged in one another frequently. It was a kind of closeness that felt more like a small family to me, giving me people I always trusted and could rely on and relationships that ended up lasting for years. In turn, they came to rely on me. Through avatars and usernames, I developed the most meaningful relationships I had ever had in my life. I grew and I changed and I had the help molding myself into somebody like I am today - not perfect, but a far cry from where I feel I could've ended up without these people in my life. Artists, thinkers, writers, we indulged one another in our silly love for the central topic of that board. Shamelessly just tried to have as much fun as we could together with this shared thread as possible, participating in many of the things that get mocked about the Sonic fandom with a sense of emancipation and liberty and a desire to do so. Whatever we wanted to do, we had a place and other people we could share it with and would totally accept one another. We could fight and argue without any grudges or underlying fracturing laying around at that, too.

But time moves on, as things always do. This was pre-Skype prominence, let alone something like Discord, and we mostly communicated with one another through group messages on the site acting like a kind of private channel in a way. The old fandom started having an environment shift where a lot of older constructs became much less welcomed and the way people talked and spoke of things became much more openly self-deprecating. Politics wormed its way into everything and morality came to a head. Whenever it became too much to treat with passivity, we stayed behind because we loved these older constructs still and wished to continue indulging ourselves in them, treating ourselves as some sort of remnants of better times, where passion and shameless indulgence in silly, childish fun weren't so frowned upon. These "oddities" being more and more frowned on in that environment led to hostilities with others. Stricter rule changes also mitigated what we were even able to discuss in the group PMs and share with one another in our own little bubble, emancipated from the "new" fandom. In the end, many just ended up getting banned. Some stuck around and adapted. Some just left, such as myself. The remnants of those old fandom literacies on that site were no more at a certain point.

But I loved those people, and I know how much those friendships and bonds were nurtured over the span of years, and I know how much it meant to them as well. People have come to me, about 5 years post-regression into what we called the "new fandom," trying to rekindle those bonds and seek out as many from the old circle as we possibly could, at least for one more throw at old times. .

It's gone now, though, and my response was just to became a filthy fucking vagabond wandering from site to site until I ended up here, where I began trying to hollowly emulate what I used to have more than anything actually meaningful, something so much more worthless than the value I ascribe to it. We tried starting up a Skype group after people started getting banned, but it was hard to reach out to people and let them know of it once they were gone from the old site like many were. It was too late at that point and it never caught on. Now I'm here, basically trying to emulate that bastion of oddity within my current club and discord server I help administrate, something completely empty to me in comparison. All of MAL is completely empty to me in comparison, and all I ever want to do is tell people about the good 'ol days of back then, but I try to keep a lid on it due to how personal it is to me all of the same.

As such, the new world beyond me just stopped meaning as much as the old. I'm only 21, yet I'm in such a state in my life already. I can't let go of past relationships I no longer hold, and tried to justify that in thought processes of remembering where I came from and the importance of past acquaintances. But time has devoured me. There's no roping it back to where I stopped, and I'm not sure I want to try to catch back up. Seeking stability and quietness in life at all costs while doing things to emulate the bonds I once knew. It's pathetic, isn't it? But that's where I'm stuck now. Trying to be like my old pseudo-older brother who helped me develop my writing and way of thinking so much, but he's no longer with me. The people I used to wish I could draw like are gone, too. The people who I trusted and could confide in with everything are gone. Time devoured them all within my world.

Time is scary. It moves on and never stops for any of us, no matter how much something means to us. Could be those close to us, it could be our lives and our accomplishments. It's none of our concern, and those who are as weak as I am will always be content just stopping at what we perceive to be the peak of meaning, stopping ourselves from climbing and embracing stagnation.

I'm certainly not convinced I'm ever moving forward anytime soon, and I've downtroddenly accepted as much and continue my thoroughly deplorable and selfish ways of developing communities and bonds with other people to fill a perceived gap more than anything. My weakness is not something as trivial as in the entertainment I consume or my life situation when it comes to monetary or work-oriented success, my weakness is rooted in how I cannot interact with other people properly.

But, For Auld Lang Syne, I suppose. That is who I am now. I'll never be used to the idea of being an anime fan over a Sonic fan, and I will never think of myself as "Manaban" as much as I would "Lisbon." It's a joke, but what can you do aside from trying to avoid that same hopeless pit yourself someday, maybe.

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Do you still remember
December's foggy freeze
When the ice that clings on to your beard
It was screaming agony

Hey and you snatch your rattling last breaths
With deep-sea diver sounds
And the flowers bloom like
Madness in the spring

Sun streaking cold, an old man wandering lonely
Taking time, the only way he knows
Leg hurting bad as he bends to pick a dog end
He goes down to a bog and warms his feet

Feeling alone, the army's up the road
Salvation a la mode and a cup of tea
Aqualung my friend don't you start away uneasy
You poor old sod, you see it's only me

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I guess what I factor in most is how much I love the series it's for and how well it encapsulates what I felt to be the spirit of it. That's pretty much the way an OP will stand out as an OP to me, not as an individual song or visual bit. It has to have that sort of vibe that connects it to what I held dear about the series in the first place.

My favorite OP of all time is the first To LOVE-Ru OP, for instance:



The visuals are fun, sexy, and a little bit creative. Simplistic in that they're often comprised of single drawings and still images, opting to be reliant on filters and applying soften colors to the designs in the series to stylize it. The credits in the OP are used in ways that are a part of the drawing itself through some element, via words on a notepad or on a clothing tag, and they use this to let them zoom into specific aspects of the drawing and show off the bodies of the girls and other lewd things. It's all about the ecchi and being eye-candy, and I think it's a fun way to tie in this element to as much. It's lewd and it doesn't give a fuck.

The song is what I really love about this one, though. The later OPs of the series are more standard J-Pop songs, which I like well enough but it kind of bums me out, considering the first one just bled out the exact vibe that the series gives me when it focuses on things like character dynamics and the little bits and interactions that compose the bigger picture.

The way the guitars hit loud and hard, from beginning to end, shifting from a swing-y old school punk riff to short, grovely, hard-hitting bits leading to the chorus, which is where it slides things to the lower strings on the upper part of the neck to operate alongside the vocal chorus and create that sort of climbing, higher pitched thing without sounding particularly bubbly. The bassline and the frequent deviations it makes from the linear backbeat it's providing gives it more of a presence than you can hear in most music that isn't funk or '70s rock. The absolute slamming on the snare and the crash that the drummer does throughout is just wild. The singer has a J-Pop voice, but she sings it in a way that's more...rebellious. It sounds like she's trying to flirt with the microphone at points, not in a cutesy way as much as a growling way. I also note that she doesn't let her voice get too high, even when she starts to sing louder. I like that.

The way that the instruments aren't playing in a way purely centered providing backing support to the singer - which I find to be rare in Japanese music pretty holistically, frankly - but manage to harmonize with each other even while doing that makes it feel like a very solid-but-free composition. And while THYME is a pop band, but this song is very much done in a much more western late-'90s early-'00s punk rock style, stuff like you'd hear in a Tony Hawk's Pro Skater soundtrack. It's like they just heard Bodyjar, Less Than Jake or Millencolin and thought "Pfft. We can do that shit but even better than these idiots."

I also do love the lyrics, the broken Engrish and all. Stuff like "Forever we can make it" and "We are never give up" sounds incredibly stupid if you're familiar with the English language, but the way they're sung in this song sounds very foot-forward to me. It's like they didn't know if it was right or wrong, but didn't give a fuck about checking and went all in on it. And I love that in this case, considering the whole vibe of the song and the vibe of the series it's being attached to.

The rest of the lyrics feel...awesome, if the translation that I'm most used to - the one I posted above - is accurate. They're very "I will do it! Fuck it all, I can't worry about this shit, I have to go all in!" - stuff indicating that even if things fell into the deepest depths, it doesn't give a fuck, it's got nothing but the utmost confidence that they'll be found again.

It's basic battle shounen stuff, I guess. Empowering and extremely confident. But this isn't a battle shounen, the series is an ecchi romcom and the lyrics are basically being contextualized around teenage love struggles and wanting to win over someone's heart, but from a female's point of view. It's just a goddamn teenage love-song, but it isn't sappy, it's trudging through the bad, trudging through the awkward, and trudging through it all because, well, we are never give up. It's stupid in hindsight, but at the moment, there is nothing more meaningful or valuable in the entire world. And it confidently declares this. It has force, it has spine, not a hint of shame or sheepishness in sight.

That's how TLR as a whole feels to me. It doesn't give a fuck, but the way it doesn't give a fuck is one of the utmost confidence. It's lewd as all hell, but it loves this about itself and pretty much wears it on its sleeve as a badge of pride. It revels in that identity. It plays around with so many of the tropes and other elements of the genre, but it does so in a way that has so much moxy that it turns the absurdity of what leads to the tropes up to extreme degrees, making them both fun and sexy both. And the way it flows these things, the bombastic absurdity that it just frequently establishes as its way of humor and portraying ecchi both, it never feels like it was done out of design to be like that, in that "hurr hurr aren't we super witty for doing this? Don't we just not care? We're going all in! We don't give a fuck! Aren't we cool?" - which kind of how other bombastic, absurd, and confident works come off to me, Imaishi's post-TTGL directorial attempts being my primary example of series that sort of reeked like they were just constantly trying to remind the audience to how few fucks they gave and how confident they were. The manga for To LOVE-Ru especially comes off like 99% of shit was never planned ahead past Hasemi and Yabuki thinking of dumb shit they could do while drinking and shitbantering together, and then later incorporating it as a joke or aspect without as much as doubting their drunken stupor. And it works because of as much.

TLR is a series of confidence in itself and not giving a fuck to me, basically. It goes all-in on what it is, ostensibly because it loves that about itself. It's also incredibly sexy and has a lot of my favorite characters in any form of media, but it's...free to me, in a way. It's always carried itself in a way that felt free from doubt, and went all-in on what it wanted to be because that's precisely what it wanted to be, which was a sexy harem romcom. It's thoughtless and careless, and I mean that in the best possible way I can state them. This OP revels in that as well, and it bleeds all of the series biggest strengths. It's the most perfect fit I can think of.

Like I said, some of the later OPs didn't capture this feeling much to me, especially the two for Darkness, but to a lesser extent the one from Motto as well. Which I find to be a damn shame, honestly, but meh. What can be done. There are OPs where I like the song more, there are OPs where I like the visuals more, but this one is basically "What makes me love TLR" wrapped up in a package of a song and visual combo. And given that TLR is my favorite series, well, hey, that's just fucking fantastic. Thus, it sticks around to me as a great OP because of how intertwined I see it as being with the content it's more or less building hype and interest for, and how much it just feels like it runs together so well with everything I love about the series.

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The more I think about it, the more I realize that I'm going to kill myself eventually. Like, I'm going to die by suicide, and I don't doubt that, I'm just more thinking of "when" at this point.

Maybe there's an issue with my acceptance of this, but meh, that's probably due to the understanding it won't be for several more years at least. Because I don't think it's really a depression oriented suicidal ideation, I just want to get to the point where it feels like my death would actually meaningfully affect something. Like, it's almost like it'd be a form of showmanship to me. I'm not happy enough to have anything resembling optimism, but I'm not sad enough to feel like my life is so worthless that I shouldn't try to make my death mean something. So I don't know, maybe there's that attention-seeker trait showing in there somewhere, but I'm fine with that. I've got a few years left, at least. I just want to feel like I've peaked and then blow my brains out or something, and I predict that coming close to my 30th year or so.

There really is a kind of beauty in it, though. Time dictates so much and I've spent a good chunk of my, admittedly short, life watching that cycle play out, the routine and mechanical nature of death is something that's obscured from the bereaved because the death is mostly significant to them in their vacuum. I'd be breaking out of that cycle and taking my own life into my own hands and deciding my fate in that regard. This appeals to me a lot. That in of itself is such a statement to me that I feel like it's part of my own weakness that I can't be happy with that and need to resort to my death requiring external validation as well.

It be how it be, I guess. 'Til then I'll just keep ramming my head into the wall and hoping to make something of myself before I feel like it's my time.

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