dontcallmeyomi
i have a real hunger to serve others. i love being able to make connections with people, hear their stories, and participate in making their lives better in anyway. Having received a jesuit education, the hallmark "committed to doing justice" really resonates with me. this year alone, i have accumulated more than 120 hrs of service, whether it be serving the homeless meals, helping the paralyzed clean their rooms, listening to stories from former homeless men as they turn their lives around, while playing a game of apples to apples, making meals for the elderly, or delivering groceries and supplies to disabled and poor people on welfare. i find that service allows me to fill the voids of my despair as i am trapped in a cycle of disappointment from the everyday misadventures of the reality of existence. being a humanist and a member of the socialist party, i often get discriminated against for my beliefs or lack of beliefs in issues such as gay marriage and god. i live for connections though, there is no greater feeling in the world to be able to create a relationship with some random person based solely on the fact that someone truly cares for someone else. i have met many great people across the U.S. and the D.R. by traveling with different human rights groups, allowing me to generate my own happiness by feeling as though i mattered in someone else's existence. i have learned much about others in ways so unbelievable and indescribable that silence is often the best way to experience the situation.
i also love radiohead they got me through everything
and liverpool
i have rededicated my life to something greater than myself after i attempted suicide 2 years ago. since then, i had to recreate myself, i lost my relationship with god, family, and friends. during my revival, i vowed to never let anyone go through the hell i went through alone, so i continue to strive for the best that i can offer. each day i try my best and accept my failures and shortcomings as part of the definition of who i am. since my attempted suicide and my now 4th year of depression, i have saved the lifes of 4 of my classmates who wanted to kill themselves, and i have become the definition of "a man for and with others"
i do not want any accolades, i just want there to be peace and love. although this is impossible due to the failure of peoples to understand each other, i attempt to bring this realization to the world by not having any expectations and always trying to surpass my greatest enemy-myself.
Love ought to show itself more in action than in words
if you ever need to talk about it, ill listen. i know how serious it can get, and i plan on majoring in psychology and theology over next 4 years in college. if you ever need someone just to talk to, bitch at, or find advice, ill never ignore you
go forth and set the world on fire
in an interstellar burst
im back to save the universe
i do not slam people for religion, in fact i encourage it because it often calls its members to live for something greater than themselves. i only react when rights are ignored or taken away from others.
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