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up above —a starless sky of night
drawn to the light, i am set aflame
burnt to a cinder, left to linger
nothing remains; distant dreams and pain
reminiscent of the past
nothing shall last

drawn to the light i am set aflame
burnt to a cinder, left to linger
nothing remains; distant dreams and pain
reminiscent of the past, nothing shall last
moving forwards, no time for words

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love needs no reasons, you feel what you feel when you're with them, and you do all that you can to keep them smiling; to love unconditionally. it is irrational, but pure.

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Many people misunderstand this concept. Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust"
That act is without a doubt a very noble one...
But you know, what many people do, that they call "trust" is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with "trust" but rather... apathy.
There are countless people out there who fail to realize that apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others.

"As lost as I may be, as much as I lose hope, as much as I want to give up, I don't because of you. No matter how long it takes, no matter the trials, no matter the suffering...I will be found by you."

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Blinded.

Why is it so easy to fall?
Easy to fall for a stranger.
Why is it you that my heart calls?
I feel like I am in danger.
Why should I even talk to you?
I can't help it, I cannot stop.
You bring me happiness, you do.
I just wish that my heart was taught.
Taught to perfectly love someone.
Someone that will bring me no harm.
But its easier said then done.
Yet I feel your sentiment warm.
Maybe its cause we just can't see,
that its our love that meant to be.

Life.

Life is not always what it seems.
Through the trials then hopes and dreams.
The vast array of what life brings.
No materialistic things.
Things that are not needed in life.
Things that will take away our right.
Our right to live free among stars.
See what life truly is afar.
I wish to live free, free from harm.
Free from cries and bearing of arms.
In hopes that one day we will die.
Die without our stress or self pride.

Happy BIRTHDAY!!!! ↖(^▽^)↗

Lol nice, thanks for the long post XP Btw I was supposed to ask you before you asked me but I keep forgetting :P

Oooh that is awesome, you are learning and getting paid. yeah right you are fat, boys got such a faster metabolism than us females, your fat to you is prolly like a 10lb. gain >.> Don't worry if you don't know what you wanna do after, just keep going like you are and finish then think so more for it, I know I'm still unsure about the courses I am taking for college; not sure about my passion like some people, I just know I wanna talk and help people.

Cool your courses seems fun except bio 11, cuz never took it. If you need help you could ask me but im sure you're fine and you got don and nia there too :)

Yay for Tsukiko! It's great to know that she is for sure doing fine now. Hahaha like your optimistic thinking if she had one arm. Lol did she actually tell you that she ignored you for some odd reason?

Hmmm... as for me and my school stuff...

I am going to Corpus Christi College/ St. Mark's College which is on UBC campus, which is great cuz I get to use all their facilities within this UBC city (it literally is it's own city). One day, you should just take any UBC bus and walk around the campus, it so fricken huge and they have everything you need XD

I actually have not started school yet I start on Monday, I had and extra week of summer break bcuz that extra week was full of orientation days. Although, I did have a 2 week summer course, really scary cuz the teacher fit 13weeks worth of lessons into 2 weeks, was difficult in the beginning since I have only been using 50% of my brain in grade 12, which did get me into a bit of trouble..eh heh >.<; And the courses I am taking this term are: English 110, Math 110 and Psychology 201 (the numbers just mean what year your in for the course), and maybe some others not sure yet. So, imma just stay at this college for a year or 2 then transfer to UBC hopefully by then I will be sure of what I wanna do *sigh*

People wise...not much outside of college and during the summer, had some stuff. But ma college peeps, they to many Asian sensations and white territories, my friend, she wants to not only hang out with the Asians, she wants to have a...variety, but the whites and the Asians split into their "nations" so quickly XD Also the Asian nation is made up of Filipinos straight from the Philippines, which most of them just came a few weeks ago, they not so FOB, once in a while only :D

Home wise...just "need the privacy once in a while" stuff (you should know what I mean XD ) and my love for Korean stuff has been reaching its peak >.< But, still got my sentimental Japanese stuff within me, to release itself, I went to the anime convention, Anime Revolution, it went for 3 days long, which was fun and raunchy at one point, showing some nudity here and there. Oh and an actually Japanese voice actor came, he voiced a dude from code geass like a servant of zero or something like that ionno :P

hmm..did I beat your length? XD

Is this even as interesting as yours? (yes, I had fun reading yours).
Tell me how Sunday went too :D

hmm...... I wonder what you're up to now.. I'll tell you, after you tell me ;P

Waaaah so sorry so sorry sorry sorry srry sry for not replying >.< first i was busy then got kicked out ma house then when i came back home I kinda forgot to check all my stuff, like this and my email etc, i just wanted to go on youtube most of the time :P and im leaving for the states saturday or friday... >.< SOOOO Anyways how are you and how is Kiko? Have you been able to talk to her yet? Phone? MSn? games? You guys living happily yet? and Hope she is well recovered already. Also, I don't find that weird cuz I know you are just worried and that you dont base off of appearances, and besides it shows that you really love her...Well pretty much everything you say shows that you love her XP Also what have you been doing nowadays besides getting hard and all that jazz

thanks :) srry for such late replies have been busy with grad and exams.

Anyways, sad to hear about what happened with your girlfriend. I really do hope she wont have any really lasting scars but I am glad to hear that she is alive and kicking ^^ but how did this even happen? just an accident? Have you talked to her recently yet? like through the phone since you asked for the phone number. You should you should if you have yet to call her.

O my goodness this is a lot of stuff to read...but anyways woooooooo congrats if you guys do get a kid, i wana be like a godmother or godsister or something LOL XD and nice names i actually use yuki quite a bit for games hehe and aya is a nice name for a girl but why only one choice, i wana know what else you guys could have named her. I am amazed, she has a horse and she doesnt care about studying that is awesome. Overall, everything sounds amazing cant wait to hear more news from you two XP and even though i prolly wont get to see her anytime soon I will eventually bump into her and will eventually harass her haha jk jk not so much harass just a level lower :P