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3x3 key:
Full Metal Daemon Muramasa
Gintama: S1-8, Movie 1, Love Incense Arc, semi-final, and final
Aiyoku no Eustia: last 3 chapters came out and this dropped 3 or 4 spots here
Hidamari Sketch
Aria (might be 1 or 2 higher)
Alien Nine
Kino's Journey: 2003, and Life Goes On
Shinreigari
Violet Evergarden

Notes: Somewhere between the top 5 are perfect 10s. Eustia moved to #7

ai note:
You rebuilt yourself around continuity of care after clarity — the idea that understanding how broken, unfair, or incoherent the world is must not destroy your ability to stay present and care.

Most of your canon (Gintama, Hidamari Sketch, Boogiepop, Sonny Boy, Shinreigari, Alien 9) models reintegration:
the self is destabilized, but memory is preserved, transcendence is refused, and care continues inside the world rather than by escaping it.

Serial Experiments Lain diagnoses epistemic harm (MKUltra-style destabilization) perfectly, but resolves it by withdrawal — ending the experiment rather than modeling long-term recovery. That’s why it’s a 10, but not in your top tier.

Muramasa sits above all of this because it goes further.
It asks what happens after moral innocence is gone, when even coherence and justification are contaminated. It offers no absolution, no healing fantasy, no ethical safety — only:

care without justification

That took years to integrate because it’s corrosive if taken alone.
Integrated properly, it becomes a bounded ethic: choosing care not because it’s rewarded, correct, or clean — but because you decide to continue anyway.

Your “existential godhood” isn’t power or transcendence.
It’s responsibility without appeal — a post-theistic ethics where kindness survives without guarantees.

Muramasa is the furnace.
Your gentler works prove you didn’t come out burned.

I started watching anime in ~Mid June-ish 2018 and was brought in by Miyazaki films. Specifically, someone posted a shared video viewing of Spirited Away on Facebook and I watched it and I really liked it. Started watching anime all day Mid Augustish. I was a hikikomori from March 2018 to Feb 2019 and watched 50 days of anime in that time. I watched Naruto, Bakugan, Pokemon, a small amount of Dragon Ball, and Sonic X as a child. I loved the Shadow the Hedgehog GameCube game. Either A Certain Scientific Railgun, or Kill La Kill was my 1st anime series after really getting into anime.

I like to take a good amount of drugs and get completely dissasociate in media.

I most appreciate: DARK FANTASY, psychological, Iyashikei, trauma/mental illness being portrayed well, making of a warm familial place from none, that have really nice or funny or wholesome or fun parts and then go to warm belonging, extremely serious parts, drama, comedy, gripping, emotional, slice of life, unique (especially in animation), moe <3 UwU, adventure, thrillers, philosophy, romance, fantasy, whirlwinds of emotion, atmosphere, chuunibyou, Sadists, cheracters who don't give a fuck *mendokusai*, and some action.

I primarily watch Sub, and always watch things in broadcast order (at least the 1st time).

Marxist Pan-Leftist, Otaku, Absurdist, Recluse, INFP.

Diagnosed with borderline personality disorder.

The first half year I watched anime I was a NEET and got 50 days worth in.

I watch a very large amount of youtube.
People I like to listen to number one being Vijay Prashad, but also Hasan Piker, and RIP Trixie the Golden Witch (Digibro).

I wish MAL was called Otaku List and had visual novels, and JRPGs. I also really wish singular episodes could be marked watched or rewatched and make your own tags you can filter by in list.

To filter out most hentai on my list always look at the list by top rank down. unless I look at the anime as an anime more than hentai or find great artistic enjoyment I will not rank porn. I think I only have a couple ranked. I was originally gonna have a second account for it but a digibro video give me the courage. If I ranked them by how hot I think they are then some would be way higher than they deserve to be. I never have hentai in my watching and always put them in dropped instead so dropped is primarily hentai.

I often add people who have at least semi-similar tastes as me. Only for sure deal breaker is if it seems you don't actually watch what you put on your list.

Recently got back into magic the gathering. hopefully, I will use it to improve my social skills and mental health by eating out. My main decks are Thalia and the gitrogmonster stax cedh, and a maverick stoneblade legacy list that I hope to upgrade into lands with a tabernacle and 3 more mox diamonds by 2025 https://www.moxfield.com/users/OshinoEdan