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I like these girls, not in spite of their cruelty, but because of it. There’s something intoxicating about being near that kind of power. The way she snaps at people, cuts them down without hesitation, walks through a room like she’s owed the world and everyone else is background noise. It’s magnetic.

Being chosen by a girl like that, even occasionally, feels like winning a game no one else knew they were playing. When she turns it on you, it feels personal. When she doesn’t, it feels even more personal. You start mistaking her compliments for insults, and that’s the hook: you know she’s cruel, and you love it, you get bored when she's been treating you nicely for too long.

You think you live for the brief moments she drops the act, but deep down, you know it's not an act, and you wouldn't want it to be. You stay because there’s a twisted pride in being tolerated by someone who barely tolerates anyone.

It’s not love. It’s addiction. It’s ugly, yet you'll never leave her.