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WAIT SRY FOR THE LATE REPLY but yeah i honestly just don't rly mind with animation and stuff.

Also do anything fun this past like week?

YEAH you and i look at the matter of socializing (be it online or irl) through the exact same lens! talking to others for hours on end is awfully taxing in my case, so after a long day i'll oftentimes just go back inside my shell and recuperate 😭 thank you for congratulating me!!! <3333 undergrad was not at all straightforward for me, but all the same i persevered and got the job done in a professional manner ;) whenever someone congratulates me on this extraordinary accomplishment, i can't help recalling all of the trials and tribulations that i've circumvented to get to where i am today ... istg i just cry way too easily 😭 my mom reminds me every now and then that among my siblings i was by far the biggest crybaby back when we were all kids 💔 and to this day that probably still is the case lol. about the timing of this message, i see that you're currently having a few conversations yourself and so i thought i should wait a week or so (don't wanna overwhelm ya 🙅‍♀️) ayeee your mom is cool asf 😎 but she HAS TO take the cpa exam and get certified or else she can NEVER be considered a full fledged accountant 🤓 (obviously joking lmao) yeah so there are both educational and professional requirements for licensure ... the exam is comprised of four sections, each of which requires a passing score of 75 or higher! it won't be easy, but i am certain that i have the right stuff to make it big in the accounting industry 😤 imma become the best corporate lawyer in california!!! of course i'll need a JD + passing the bar exam will be a challenge and a half 🙃 as for my target schools, imma probably apply to the top 15-20 law schools and go to the one that accepts me first. (though ideally i'd love to stay in california) usc and berkeley are as of this very moment my top choices ... my dad got a full-ride to usc back in the 70s, majoring in mechanical engineering. my grandmother on my ma's side was an anthropology professor at berkeley in the 90s. the ivy league schools are much too selective (acceptance rates vary from 2%-10%) and aren't worth such a hefty investment when you think about it from an roi perspective.

my time at fullerton was awesome! the college of business and economics (cbe) has the best building of any department at csuf :) the accounting program is highly renowned and aacsb-accredited, making it a top-tier option for aspiring accountants/businesspeople. i came into my own as an a-level student and made the dean's honor list more often than not! at first i kept selling myself short and thought i couldn't get this far, but despite everything i'm still here applying myself like there's no tomorrow! and no one's gonna stop me from getting what i want!!! if you do end up going to csuf, make sure to enjoy every second of your time there!!! <333

So first things first I should do the correct thing here and apologize since it has been AGES since I last responded to you. Now it actually has a reason this time around since I have been super sick for around 3 weeks now and just generally been feeling miserable. I just can’t find it in me to motivate myself to answer the people I’m talking with, without sending them a super dry message. Which tbh you do not deserve since I really appreciate you and our little back and forth of messages we have developed. With that being said, I hope you understand and on top of that, life has been super hectic and my mental state has been in the absolute gutter. With that being said, I’m going to answer now. Sorry if it’s not the most in depth answer or if I just skim over something but I feel like I got hit with a metal club on the head 😭

I swear, I completely forgot what we were talking about. I swear I completely forgot what we were talking about but the tarot card reading thing is so true! I swear those pop up when your delulu is at its highest and you’re kind of like doubting yourself anyways or going through a rough patch. And suddenly you get a reading that fits with everything you’re going through 😭😭 I don’t want to be too delusional but sometimes I view some truth in them, but obviously try not to let them dictate my life.

Of course, we can go ahead and do that but I’d ask you for some time until I fell fully better and have a sane state of mind and then we can gladly talk about it. I’d just ask for some patience, then I can gladly share my sad sob story of a life lmao

In case you didn’t notice, I don’t have the best relation to myself. I have very low self-confidence and generally tend to hate myself. I’m gonna assume this is a trauma response from all the crap that happened in my life, which would make sense. I tend to smile and laugh when someone lashes out at me which I only very recently learned as a response to trauma so yeah. If I ever seem like I’m bashing myself too much, it’s cause my brain is weirdly wired like that.


To be very honest, the main problem about dating absence that everyone is so goddamn superficial on them. You don’t learn anything about the person by just window shopping or judging someone by their face. And sure, as we mentioned before there has to be like a base level of attraction, but still, you probably get what I mean. It’s a rough situation to be in. At my age everyone is either married, about to be, or living the promiscuous lifestyle ( which I find nasty but to each their own). I’ve given up on dating as a whole but I’m not completely opposed to it. If I were to meet my dream woman, I would be glad to try again. But at this point in my life it seems unlikely so I’m just trying to do my own thing and ignoring everything else.

So yes. Let’s hope this year is better. And I hope to get better soon. I’m so sick and tired of feeling groggy and out of it. Oh and don’t worry about what you said at the end. You don’t sound too righteous, or stuck up or cringy or anything like that. You seem like a wonderful person to talk to and I do not get the impression that you position yourself over me or speak down to me. In fact, I appreciate your matter of fact way you speak and that you tell me how you see it. So don’t worry, I’m all good !

Oh nice
Have you seen enhypen live? I have seen them twice now
When first i got into bts my bias was v & jhope but now i'm ot7 but it change during their solo career haha
Omg nice nice
This is first time i'm see them live, i got tickets for their map of soul tour but it got cancel due to covid....

I’m also watching some seasonal anime. Among the new series, I’m currently watching Sentenced to Be a Hero, You and I Are Polar Opposites, In the Clear Moonlit Dusk, and Journal With which. As for older anime, I’m watching Fairy Tail. I’m also very excited for JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure: Part 7.

Yeah, Monster is a great anime. I honestly expect a live-action adaptation for it someday, or at least a remake, because it’s a very underrated series.

No need to be sorry!!! I hope that you're surviving at the moment T-T.
I am going to guess since your last message, you have finished it? If you did, how was it? What did you give it out of 10? :O
Thank you! I hope so too! So the reason for my drop out was because I wasn't 100% sure if I really wanted to do it for a living, I was struggling (especially learning it in a different language) and wasn't very happy. When I go back to study one day, It'll be more art focused. I want to get better at it, learn better techniques and such. I do want to try to make my own manga one day (I know, very weeby haha). What made me inspire that was because I've seen other people make it that aren't from Japan.

LMAO!!! I mean it's P5R, so I cannot blame you hahahahaha!!
I have played Mario Galaxy yes, but like you, I only played some of it. I never finished the story. That was over 10 years ago now haha.
You're brother is a modding genius haha. I think modding the PS3 isn't too hard, because It doesn't require any soldering. It's all software related (I think). I think it was something inside our PS3 that stopped working. If we still had it, I would have loved to have a look inside and see what the problem was, but sadly thats not the case.
The Pokemon track was very cool and creative! The people are very clever when making that track. :)

I HAVE NEVER SEEN MEMES OF THAT HAHAHA. I hope you haven't jinxed yourself either. It would be so tragic to have teeth problems now after all the years of chewing stuff you weren't supposed to.

Even if it makes you sound like a bum, I would still not think of you as one LOL. (RIP since you are now jailed for studying). YOU ARE SO FAR IN!!!!! Honestly, Persona brainrot isn't the worst brainrot to have. There are far worse stuff to brainrot over haha.
That's how I watched vine too (through youtube with the compilations). HAHAHAHAHA, I also occasionally say "look at all those chickens" and "why the fuck (I don't actually say fuck because im with family haha, so I just say F) you lying". Like you, I dunno if I have one favourite, but I liked some of Thomas Sanders stuff. I'd honestly have to watch some compilations again.
I remember those days too, playing online on the PS3, FOR FREE.

HAHAHAH, Yeah there's a lot now. So as of writing this message, Zibai is the newest character (came out yesterday) and before that it was Columbina. Hahahaha, I feel your friends, its always stressful to try to get the character you want.

OH I cannot wait for Jojo part 7!! It is going to be so good (I hope). I need to start JJK S3 too at some point. Maybe when all the episodes have come out. :)

I am sorry for my late reply but I hope you're doing well and not dying from school + studying hahaha. :3

Oh, I didn't know that, that's kinda sad :(
And I see, I guess that's good but they didn't they all started doing their own thing rather than being as group..? Actually I am not informed enough to know so lol.
Oh I listened to it, it is very nice sounding. I liked the video as well!

Yeah the new jjk season has been amazing for me too! I am really enjoying it a lot.
Yeah Hana kimi started off a little weird but in later eps, I am starting to enjoy it more so I kinda like it now lol. I know I am switching my mood super quick xD but yeah.
The concept of hana kimi is very similar to one of my favorite romance manga so I yeah, at first I wasn't super thrilled to see it again but I guess it's nice.
I am watching clear moonlit dusk too! It's also nice, now this one feels a bit new to me because I haven't seen this idea being explored in that fashion as much, we'll see how that goes.
Haha, I don't blame you, for me it's one of those anime where I know it's not that good nor do I like it that much either but some moments are nice so it still keeps me somewhat interested. Also, them switching between present and future felt a bit strange at first but I also like that it's a bit different from your typical romance so yeah.
The plot is definitely strange though, I don't even know for sure what's happening anymore but I am still watching xD.
Oh! I'll check it out soon then, I am always down to try a good romance haha.
But yeah, for me this season's two best romance have to be you and I are polar opposites and tamon kun one! I enjoyed the comedy in tamon kun so much, it's been very very fun to watch for me! Also, I love the opening xD.
As for you and I polar oppsoites, it's just a really good wholesome romance, one of the better ones we got in a while so yeah, loving that a lot as well!

Ohh, well I hope at least you enjoyed the little break you got before it haha.
As for me, it's been good, a bit shaky at times because I have been dealing with some stressful stuff and been pretty busy too. But there been some really nice things as well so all in all, it's going good so far.

Of course!!! Thank you so much, omgg yeah those are some heavy classes. You definitely got this tho. :3
I’m taking 4 classes this semester; the ASL class, a cooking class, and two online classes: Spanish and Humanities. So I got quite the schedule. 😅
Yesss we practically sailing together. Me toooo, it’s gonna be good I just know it. Yes I will, trust. 🙏 omg which ones did you go to, tell me about it?! I would like to go see Twice, and Blackpink, and of course BTS and Enhypen. Besides kpop I want to see Lady Gaga, and Mitski.

Oh really? I’ll be sure to have my tissues ready then. :p You so should see them, I really recommend they both were soooo cute. Oh yes!! I’ve heard of it and was actually going to watch it yesterday but didn’t get to. So I’m watching it today. ^^

😭😭 Yea that was probably for the better, spoilers are impossible to avoid once you involve yourself in a passionate community lol. Ok ok then, I'd much rather have a good professor at an inconvenient time than a bad professor at a convenient time, so I say just keep the class 👍 Intro to Religion, Intro to Human Communication, Intro to Digital and Information Literacy and Computer Applications, Psychology, and English (which I'd been putting off 😓) Hbu? There's been some that I would get really into for like a month before dropping and never touching again, so yea maybe I'll like it. Yea same, story>gameplay for singleplayer games tho for sure 🙏 Yea don't actually 😭 Ngl you might be right 💔 "extreme persona brainrot" I love that but what does it mean 😭 Aw that's too bad, I did just look up a vid of the event tho and it didn't seem like all that so 🤷‍♂️ I played some of the P3R demo when that first came out on Switch 2, and since then I think I already like it more than P5R 👀 Byleth is so boring to play, idk if it's the character or if I just don't know what I'm doing 😓 Ikr they always survive even with like 200%+ 👎You're ragebaiting rn. That's good, you have any PS3 favorites? The mixed reviews are all from people who never owned a Wii U, everyone who actually owned one loves it + there's a reason all the best Switch games are just Wii U games (including botw) 🥱 Nice, mine are Hero, Sephiroth, and Piranha Plant 💪 I bet you're a Pyra/Mythra side special spammer 😒 Yea that's true. Yea sad to think she definitely didn't finish all of it 😭 Would you want to eat a lechon ice cream sandwich? Ok that's not the same thing but still, it's just wrong 🙅‍♂️ We have really good Wi-Fi here, probably has something to do with all the data centers 🤷‍♂️ Ok then that's good 🙏 Doesn't matter who said what first, as long as we can both agree that her taste in kpop sucks 🤝 Incorrect 😪

Nope 👎 Yea, and yea 😓 Fr, and actually he's the only one that really knows how far things went cuz the girl was blacked out and nobody was in the room with them. I imagine he's probably told somebody tho, he's not the kind of guy who knows how to keep his mouth shut (from what I know at least) and yea I'm certain he doesn't care 🤦‍♂️ Yea exactly, you get it 🙏

Yea but whatever, I still had a good time 👍 True 🙂‍↕️ Yea lol (nah you don't count obviously) Nah it's ok, keep up the good work 😼 (I can't let you beat P5R AND get a job before me 🙅‍♂️) Yes ma'am 🫡 Ik what you mean but that timer is all in your head, just keep on going at your own pace 🙏 And yea stressing yourself out over anything only ever makes things worse 👎 (Feeling guilty when you've done nothing wrong won't make anything better either 👎) 😪😪 No I said you let me know 😭 Same goes for me, so make sure that you (you 🫵) let me (me 🙋‍♂️) know 👍 I just realized how horrible that must've been for your parents 😭

Same, I keep a bunch of tabs open with kdramas I wanna watch so I don't forget to tell my sister about them 😭 Tbf it's the same deal with music where the sad stuff is usually really good 🙏 I get what you mean but I'm curious to hear more 👀 It's actually been on my mind ever since I watched that first episode, and yea it's crazy I feel like time's been flying so fast since September/October 😵‍💫 Yea I don't think I should force it, but I do wanna get to it sooner rather than later 😓 and yea I feel like even the first episode alone sets the tone pretty well. Alright here's most of it (don't get too jealous) 😼:
Yea that's true, Squid Game is to kdramas what PSY (or maybe BTS, depending on how you look at it 🤔) was for kpop 🙏 Then I think you just have a higher tolerance for Japanese acting than I do, it's all so bad 😭 You got it 👍 I'm looking forward to it 🙏 Yea probably not, and yea that's a shame. Wait until you hear that he's 4'11 and really good at basketball 😭

Don't even ask me rn I'm mourning 😭 Idk if I'll ever be as mysterious as you 😔 I can't explain it but this feels backhanded 😭 Glad you appreciate it tho, and you really don't need to apologize 🙏 Oh ok so I lose 😭 Lowkey now I'm considering abandoning P5R (temporarily) and starting P3R just to get a headstart on you 🤔 I get that but me personally, I feel so much satisfaction when I finally beat a game 🙏 Thank you 😁 Outings are always nice 🙂‍↕️ Oh even better, I'm happy you had fun 🙏 (So lucky 🤩) Fr but ngl half the shows I'm watching aren't actually all that great 😭 (2x speed carrying this season 🙏) Me too, but I won't be watching it in March since I wanna finish the Stone Ocean anime first, I am excited to see Funny Valentine animated tho 👀 Ok yea I thought so cuz I never hear of anything coming after it, I'll probably resume once all these seasonals finish airing. Yea, I like when they happen cuz it means the mc is about to get an upgrade, but watching the actual training is never fun. Well now I don't feel so bad for missing out on Club Penguin 😹 I actually still have my entire Pokémon card collection from when I was a kid, which contains one of the rarest Pokémon cards of 2013 😼 (at least that's what the video I watched back in 2013 said 🤔) 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ I'm so sorry 😭 Please take this as an apology 🥺

Oh 😭 Yea that's true 🙏 Nah up until I saw it on your updates, I had never seen or heard of a Mofusand before 😅 (but now I see them everywhere 😭) Sure, I won't rain on your parade 👍 Ikr, I just needa find out her measurements before ordering the costume 🙏 Peanut mogs Mofusands all day every day but yea 🥹
It's too bad cuz my amazing gifting skills are being put to waste 😔 (At least I get to shine on birthdays 😼)

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It’s always something I’ve been interested in as a kid, and I want to be an interpreter. ^^ YESSS, I have yet to read it but soon soon, trust! 🙏😆
OF COURSEEE, NO PROBLEM!! What exactly are you taking this semester? Take it easy when you can, and don’t push yourself too much. :3
Ouuu yes, I’ll definitely let you know when I do. All my thoughts lol
You’re so right it couldn’t be more harder. 😆 Oh you’re right! Twinsss. Omg yes I did see they are going back on tour and I would have loved to see them, but wasn’t able to get the tickets. I haven’t been to any kpop concerts but would love to. I’m just too broke. 😭 What a sad world. 😞

No problem and thank you!! ^^
Ouuu I’ve heard of Life gives you Tangerines and heard good things about it so I just might give it a watch then. 😛 Omgg yes business proposal and The Glory are so so good. The others I have in my list, need to watch them fr. I also enjoyed watching Squid Game, Crash Corse of Romance, Hometown Cha Cha Cha, etc.

YOU’RE WELCOMEEE!! If you ever have an opportunity in the future, I recommend you to. Omggg yes! I have watched A Sign of Affection and I enjoyed watching it. The development between the main two characters was very cute I’ll say :p
Oh wow!! I wish you the best in transferring into a nursing program in the future. I’m sure you got this in the bag, although it’s difficult :)
Woohooo, well that checks out. That’s good. 😛 Yesss I’ll definitely catch up with jjk when I have a chance. I’ll binge watch it for sure 😆
YEAHHH it’s like so hard to choose a fav, so manyyy good songs. I love them all. Oh really? That’s so cool! I also got into kpop through the covid era. Had nothing else to do besides doom scrolling. 😅 I heard Smooth like Butter by BTS on TikTok and got into them then and also got into Twice through TikTok. 😆

Oh no worries at all, I don’t mind it. It’s like so awesome to talk to you about kpop especially enha :p You're so right, not much enha fans on here, 😞 glad to have befriended one ^^
I also see you like kdramas, me too!!! I’ve been so behind on watching them lately. Need to catch up on my list. 😭😅 What are your favs?

Reading or watching anything good?

THANK YOUUUU!! YOU AS WELL 😊 What are you majoring in? I’m studying American Sign Language, it’s so intriguing. I’m loving it!!
Omgg twinss. I’m also watching in the clear moonlight dusk, and of course Enhypen’s Dark moon anime. I’ve looking forward to watching it, you can only imagine my excitement 😛 I still need to watch the 2nd season of jjk, I’m soooo behind omg!! 😅 I love all the albums, but my ALL TIME favorite has to be Dark Moon. :3
For my fav song I would say Bite Me and Polaroid Love. Fun Fact!! When Dimension: Answer album came out that specific song Polaroid Love is actually the song that I fell in love with and started to get into Enhypen. When did you start listening to Enhypen? Or any other kpop groups? ^^

Yuki (the rat) 🥰 and your favorite must be Tooru, right?

No worries, I can definitely understand. My classes started back up again too, a little stressful 😅 but I’m glad you’re doing great. Me too!!
Right now so far I’m loving Tamon’s B Side!! Hbu? What are you enjoying watching this season? OMGGG I LOVE ITT, I got the album and I’m loving every bit of it. It’s like such a fun twist and then everyone’s covers like GOSH. 😻 What are your thoughts on the new album? :p