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Oh and if you don't mind some advisement (pardon me if this comes of as intrusive to a degree) zedoth is an excellent friend to get acquainted with who isn't afraid to talk for literally hours about anything (or was anyway), anime related or not. He was quite frankly the only person I felt comfortable conversing with for the longest time until I hit a wall in reality and fell of the grid. His tastes are nearly identical to mine which I quite honestly very seldom find.

Regardless of your personal differences or tastes he's definitely a good person to start with if you're anything like I am at first, shy and awkward(what otaku isn't).

Once again thanks for your time and I hope all this isn't overbearing, I tend to be rather slow at understanding when I'm overstepping my bounds.

Well hello there, I truly appreciate you taking time out of your schedule to give your appreciation and caring thoughts, it's much appreciated. Now yes I realize this is an extremely late reply on my part (sincerest apologies for that) but I can't just leave a new member here idle. I wholly understand how that feels, even to this very moment I still don't have any real world friends who share my most treasured and precious passion, my obsession for all things anime.

To be honest though I've practically been a ghost on my profile in regards to my works or long-lost plans that we're in the works. Though I have been itching to go at it full steam once again in the forthcoming future if possible.

Frankly though I wouldn't know where to start since I've fell utterly out of touch with myself as a writer, and my latest works showcase this. Even the fundamentals between them are scattered and contrary to one another. Honestly I've lost sense of how to be a reviewer I think and need to readjust myself.

Sorry for dragging this out, but I have a habit of tending to be thorough when it comes to issues or topics I feel are relevant to discuss. Anyways though I'm definitely in some form or another am going to make a resurgence here and pour my heart out into this fantastic hobby with all the fantastic brethren in the MyAni community. It truly is a priceless gem compared to most of the other fan communities out there I've (attempted) to naively dive into.

Lack of motivation and misguidance in direction have caused me to faulter and disdain myself in all aspects of my life, including here. I've lost trust with one of the most generous, appreciative and considerate companions I will undoubtedly ever have the pleasure of meeting.

This all is likely one absolute hell of an eyesore to read at this point but I hope you can understand, I haven't had the courage to connect or reconnect with anyone on MyAni in several months, I simply don't know where to start.

This all is so extensive because I desperately want to return and resume my work. I'm currently in the process of working towards a dual major with japanese studes and creative writing. So I want to reconnect to my passion with like minded people as well as hone my skill so to speak in preparation for the future, it's incredibly important to me.

Anyways to top this off I once again am truly thankful and it's moving to know that people even today still care about this 19 year old nobody that just loves to write about his favorite anime months after he's stopped. It's very humbling and I'll certainly take note of that, I tend to present myself in a false identity that's stuck-up and conceited in my writing.

Well I hope we can become friends in the future and have plenty more talks about the vast expanse of material out there, thanks for your time once again.