"Hey, Elliot Rodger here. I'm up in the hills in Montecito right now. It's truly a beautiful day, but as I've always said. A beautiful environment is the darkest hell if you have to experience it all alone, and sadly, I have been alone for a very long time. I've been attending college in Santa Barbara for about two and a half years now, and in those two and a half years, I've experienced nothing but loneliness and misery, and my problem is girls. There are so many beautiful girls here, but none of them give me a chance, and I don't know why. I don't know why you girls are so repulsed by me; it doesn't make sense. I do everything I can to appear attractive to you. I dress nice, I'm sophisticated, I'm magnificent, I have a nice car, a BMW, well, it's nicer than 90% of the people in my college, uhm, you know, I'm polite, I'm the ultimate gentleman, and yet you girls. You never give me a chance. I don't know why. You know I-I put a lot of effort into dressing nice, these-these sunglasses here were $300 Giorgio Armani. See, I'll put them on, see? Hold on, car. See? Look at how fabulous I look. You know, I feel so invisible as I walk through my college because none of the girls there pay attention to me. I see so many beautiful blonde-haired girls walking around everywhere in your revealing shorts, your cascading blonde hair, your pretty faces, and I want one for a girlfriend. I wanna take a girl out on a date and prove to her that I'm worthy. I wanna feel that sense of being worthy of a girl's love and affection. I'm 22 years old and I've never had a girlfriend. I'm still a virgin. I've never had the pleasure of having sex with a girl, sleeping with a girl, kissing a girl. I've never even held a girl's hand. Hell, I don't even have a young girl's phone number in my cell phone, and that's just such an injustice because I'm so magnificent. I deserve girls much more than all those slobs I see at my college who are somehow able to walk around with beautiful girls. I mean, even in the college town that I stay in during my semesters, as I walk around my common areas of those towns or the areas where all the college parties happen I see these obnoxious guys walking with beautiful girls and that pisses me off because I should be the one with the girls I mean look at me, I'm gorgeous but you girls don't see it I don't understand it why you-you're so repulsed by me. Why won't you give me a chance? It's ridiculous. I mean, the other day, I was doing some grocery shopping at Trader Joe's, and I was of course all alone as I always am, which makes me feel so miserable. Anyway, I'm doing my shopping and I see this-this like disgusting looking loser, well, he's a loser in my opinion, and he walks in with these two beautiful blonde girls at his side. I couldn't believe my eyes. I was so insulted by that because I should be the one with the girls, but you never give me a chance. If you just give me a chance and get to know me, you'll see that I am worthy of you because I am. Unbelievable. I mean, this world is so beautiful, but it's so sad and depressing when I have to experience it all alone, and I have to watch other guys able to walk around and enjoy their lives with a beautiful girlfriend at their side. I can only imagine how amazing their sex lives must be. I've never had any sex or any-anything like that. It's such an injustice, I don't know why you girls hate me so much. I've always wished I could ask you this, and this is my way of asking you this. This is the only way I can ask you." - Elliot Rodger in his video titled Why do girls hate me so much?
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