Destini.exe: Running on Anime, Avoiding Reality
I love anime, dramas, and manga probably a little too much. It’s not just entertainment for me. It’s escape. It’s noise when the world’s too quiet. It’s comfort when I don’t want to talk to anyone but still need something to feel. I don’t just watch anime. I fall into it. I obsess, overthink, rewatch, and sometimes cry over characters who don’t know I exist but somehow feel more real than half the people I’ve met.
💁🏽♀️ I’m introverted to a near-professional level. I overanalyze everything. I’ll want to connect, to be seen, to belong but I’m just as likely to ignore a message, go silent, or vanish off the face of the earth for a bit. It’s not personal. I just run out of social stamina fast. If you relate to that, we probably understand each other better than words could explain.
You’ll find a lot of Isekai on my list. Not because I think I’m meant to be the next OP sword saint "though I could be" 💭, but because I fantasize about being somewhere else. A place where I don’t have to explain myself. Where I could just exist, rebuild, and maybe even matter. Stories like that hit deep for someone like me.
What I like?
✔️ Unhinged characters who feel too much.
✔️ Soft slice-of-life that makes me cry without trying.
✔️ Overpowered MCs with dead eyes.
✔️ Villainess manga where the girl glows up & burns everyone.
✔️ Sad boys. Scary girls. Found families. Betrayals. Revenge arcs.
✔️ Anything that lets me feel intensely without saying a word out loud.
I'm not trying to be popular here. I’m not here to impress anybody or gain a ton of friends. I just like having a place to keep track of what keeps me going. A space where I can be honest about what I love, even if I never say a thing in the forums or reply to a message. But if you’re reading this, hey... thanks for even caring enough to scroll. This is my page. My chaos. My healing. My coping.
Welcome to it.
Characters Who Understand My Inner Gremlin
They either radiate main character energy I wish I had, or they’re unhinged, awkward, emotionally constipated weirdos like me. I relate. I simp. I overthink their every scene.
Therapy? Nah, I Have These Anime.
These shows helped me escape, feel something, or just shut my brain off in the best way. If you also rewatch comfort anime instead of facing your problems, welcome home.
Manga That Had Me in a Chokehold at 2AM
No, I’m not sleeping. Yes, I’m emotionally wrecked. No, I won’t stop reading. If you know, you know.
Statistics
All Anime Stats Anime Stats
- Watching24
- Completed1,151
- On-Hold0
- Dropped23
- Plan to Watch443
- Total Entries1,641
- Rewatched59
- Episodes18,453
Anime History Last Anime Updates
All Manga Stats Manga Stats
- Total Entries232
- Reread0
- Chapters10,096
- Volumes1,457
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